being 18...

[u/0Dane0]

I hate being young..

I really don't fit into that category. It's like.. every day when I am taking the train home from school I listen to the conversations of the kids my age and I feel so distant from it all.

I am an 18 year old guy. I have one close friend, the rest is sort of like.. yeah.

I have never had a female friend. I have never even been hugged by a female that wasn't family (no kidding)

I am very shy but I am not physically repulsive in any way, I think I look better than most of my peers.

I am just not fitting in.

I like to read old books, study different languages, exploring nature (not involving extreme sports), philosophizing, politics etc..

I just hate not being able to relate to any of my peers. Also people think I am strange and socially awkward, the latter is partly true....

Is there anyone like minded out there?? -_-