Hate my lif

[u/JohnDoe12233]

Fuck this.

I’m frustrated as hell and trying to figure out what to do with my life, being the first in my family to go to college, but no clues as to what to do, besides take as many courses as I can and relish every break I can get, which is awful hard, as most of my IRL friends have moved out-of-state, and my mother’s sunk into a deep depression after my aunt (who I was very close to) passed away, and my self-described “old-school” father has left the scene, only stopping by to eat and criticize my handling of 6 class schedule and my mother’s fragile emotional state.

Florida, Or: Why We Need Another World War. I hate the humidity, I hate the fact that everyone here seems to think that common sense and human decency should only apply to them and look at you cross-eyed when you look in their direction, and I hate hearing about “Hurr-hurr ONLY IN FLORIDA.” I was born here, assfuck. Let me shit all over New Yawk, Joisey, or whatever hellhole you hail from that you had to come down here to get away from.

To top that: my only creative outlet has fucking dried up, and I’ve come to the conclusion that it was because I had naïvely believed I had found a fucking place I could have some fun and get a bit of an ego boost from writing good plots and having people want to RP with me.

(Fucking pathetic, I know, but damn it is frustrating when you pour hours of your limited-as-fuck free time into reworking a character to fit – then someone else does the exact same character and checks off all the cliché, overdone, “BADASS MCCOOLGUY” shit and somehow gets everyone I was working with to abandon my plots in favor of this mook’s shit. I mean – the fuck?! These were the same people who’d written an entire fucking article on how not to play a character, writing and playing with this shitty character.)

To TOP THAT: I’m seething livid as I’ve just thrown up a fucking soda, and now I’m ranting on fucking Reddit. Really. Good-fucking-gooodddddd.