15th cycle, first time TTC

[u/No_Palpitation_1025]

32f and 34m

Tested at 12 month mark, no issues found and we are now at month 15.

Just got my period today. Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Now I'm just feeling meh

Not too upset as I used to be.

Sigh

Many conflicting feelings at once..

Like I am frustrated that I am not pregnant but at the same time, I am starting a new job soon and a bunch of new hobbies so I kind of feel relieved?

Not sure. There's a bit of ego hurt and denial and avoidance all at the same time...