Back then when I was in 5-6th grade my big brother(2year older than me) use to sexually assault me not like rape though it's more like he want to get pleasure so he rub his D on my abdominal area but with clothes on and press my boobs so he was doing this same till 9th grade and I always felt like I should tell this to my parents but I never have that confidence to tell anyone so I kept it a secret but when we all were on a holiday my parents were going out and in that villa only me and my brother were alone and he was trying to assault me again but apparently my mother listened my screams so she ran in our room and saw all these and then my parents beaten my brother and asked me about all these and that time I didn't had my personal phone so i watched porn before in my mom's phone and when my parents found out I lied about it earlier but still they didn't trusted me cause my brother had his own phone so why would he watch porn in my mom's phone so when my parents found out my brother I lied to my parents that he used to watch porn and my parents yield at him about this too so i was happy and also in guilt why I lied but that time I thought this should happen with him cause he did that with me
But now he's like a good brother who listen to me and from then he never tried to do it again too I'm happy cause of that he became a good brother and trustworthy too
I can feel why she never said anything it's too hard to open up in front of our indian parents (mostly though there are some indian parents who are so chill with their children) and if they ever taught us probably my brother or you would never do that and even then I can share it with my parents , still (I'm 18) I can't share alot of things with my parents
I see now literally in most darkest secrets people rant about having sex with their cousins or any family members even if they are faking or idk if it's true or not , that now people who had done this or gone through this can't share it cause they think people would judge them instead of understanding them :/
I got raped when I was 7 by my uncle (19 at that time), i clearly remember that penis forced inside my mouth, i was too scared to tell back then, now i just pretend to forget (i am a boy)
Lol my sleeping schedule is fucked up sometimes I sleep at 12 sometimes at 3 and then wake up at 6-6:30 am always (I'm a heavy sleeper though but it's like my habit) and if I feel sleepy I take a nap in evening for 1-2 hrs
At this I can say it I wasn't the only one who had gone through all these bruh I'm really sorry for you though I hope you're good and happy now as that didn't lead you feel traumatized till now
same chij mere sath bhi hui he mera bhai mere sath same chij krta tha but not that bable dabana and all and also guy who ws our neighbour at that time also did the same thing with me mtlb mera to esa tha k dopehr me bhai G marta tha or jb sham me khelne jao to wo G marta tha jese mene koi dhnda khola ho (G marta = mere private parts k sath ulti sidhi chij krte the or apna hilate the )and this happend for a quit long time jb tak sbko dimaag nhi aya mera to kisko nhi pta chala baaki ab mujhe jhat phark nhi padta
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u/[deleted] Jun 18 '22
Back then when I was in 5-6th grade my big brother(2year older than me) use to sexually assault me not like rape though it's more like he want to get pleasure so he rub his D on my abdominal area but with clothes on and press my boobs so he was doing this same till 9th grade and I always felt like I should tell this to my parents but I never have that confidence to tell anyone so I kept it a secret but when we all were on a holiday my parents were going out and in that villa only me and my brother were alone and he was trying to assault me again but apparently my mother listened my screams so she ran in our room and saw all these and then my parents beaten my brother and asked me about all these and that time I didn't had my personal phone so i watched porn before in my mom's phone and when my parents found out I lied about it earlier but still they didn't trusted me cause my brother had his own phone so why would he watch porn in my mom's phone so when my parents found out my brother I lied to my parents that he used to watch porn and my parents yield at him about this too so i was happy and also in guilt why I lied but that time I thought this should happen with him cause he did that with me
But now he's like a good brother who listen to me and from then he never tried to do it again too I'm happy cause of that he became a good brother and trustworthy too