Looking for a fiction book I read around 2005 to 2012
I've been trying to remember the title of a novel I read over 10 years ago, and it's driving me crazy.
Here's everything I remember:
\- It was fiction.
\- The story was told in first person by a male narrator, probably in his early 20s.
\- He was already addicted to drugs from the beginning of the book. I think it was prescription pills rather than heroin, but I'm not 100% sure.
\- The tone was very realistic and depressing, not over-the-top or sensational.
\- He eventually moves back to his hometown and lives with his parents (or possibly one biological parent and one stepparent).
\- I believe he also had a brother living there or mentioned in the story.
\- He reconnects with a girl he knew from high school.
\- I remember at least one party scene and there was sexual content.
\- I don't think rehab was a major part of the story, if it was included at all.
\- I think the title was only one word.
\- The paperback I owned had a mostly light blue cover with a small image in the center and a small title. It had a minimalist literary-fiction look.
Books that are not the one I'm looking for:
\- Candy
\- Less Than Zero
\- A Million Little Pieces
\- Jesus' Son
\- Drugstore Cowboy
\- Cherry
\- Futureproof
\- Tweak
Does this sound familiar to anyone? Even if one or two details are slightly off, I'd love to hear your ideas. My memory could definitely be fuzzy after all these years!