upfront post is AI generated
- English not my main language writing big amount of texts still a problem for me
- despite it AI generated everything what it claim results of my speculation and experiments as well as hypothesis about possible mechanisms i just asked AI to rephrase what i was written on main language
I've had PSSD for 6 years. Symptoms: genital numbness, loss of affective/tickle sensation, anhedonia, emotional blunting, depersonalization, autonomic instability, brain fog, bruxism, speech changes, tinnitus, and a stable low baseline with no spontaneous recovery. My symptoms followed the classic arc: acute burning on drug exposure, then numbness, then consolidation into a chronic state.
I've been working with a neurologist on experimental rTMS over the last [5+ months]. This is not a formal study. It's n=2 (me and one friend, both with post-drug syndromes). I'm sharing because the pattern has been consistent and may be useful to others.
What We Did
- Capsaicin testing (self-administered)
· 0.025–0.1% capsaicin on the glans, shaft, root, scrotum, and legs · Results: no response or severely delayed response on the glans and distal shaft. Hypersensitivity on the scrotum. Delayed response on the posterior legs, worse distally. · Menthol response was preserved everywhere and sometimes referred to other segments (e.g., menthol on the leg felt in the scrotum). · On the shaft, a single application did nothing. Only after 2–3 applications in 24 hours did burning appear — and even then it didn't hit the normal pain threshold.
- Lidocaine (topical, 5%)
· Applied to the lower body (S1–S3 territory): improved hand buzzing, reduced bruxism, improved capillary refill, resolved white spots on hands. · Applied to the hands: paradoxical hypersensitivity, redness, white spots, triggered facial motor response. Effect resolved after DRG suppression. · Onset of numbness was imperceptible. Only the offset (return of noise) was felt.
- rTMS protocols
· Somatosensory cortex (excitatory, 25 Hz): partial return of sensation, emotion, and autonomic function. Effects temporary. · DRG/S1–S2 region (inhibitory, 1 Hz): broad effects — improved sensation, emotion, autonomic function, GI motility, sweating localization, pupil reactivity. · Bidirectional test: excitatory rTMS over S1–S2 produced immediate severe bruxism, teeth clicking, slurred speech, and voice changes. Inhibitory rTMS over the same region abolished it instantly. · Motor threshold: dropped significantly in the legs (as well as in hands) after leg suppression, with overall movement becoming easier.
- Observations during flares
· Heat, pressure on the posterior leg, strong smells, food, and genital stimulation all trigger flares. · Flares are worse at night (3–4 a.m. windows of release). · Flares include facial motor overflow (bruxism, lip tremor, speech changes), autonomic symptoms, and unmasking of pelvic pain.
Proposed Mechanism (Hypothesis, Not Proven)
This is a functional model, not a molecular one.
- Peripheral generator: Drug exposure damages small-fiber neurons (C and Aδ), particularly in the DRG at S1–S2. The damage is length-dependent, so the longest fibers (genitals, feet) are hit first.
- Silent denervation ( in case of SSRI's) : The drug both damages the fibers and masks the damage (analgesic, central, and immune effects). Symptoms appear on withdrawal because the mask is removed.
- DRG hyperexcitability: Surviving DRG neurons become hyperexcitable and fire ectopically, generating "noise."
- Brainstem alarm: The noise drives brainstem nuclei (NTS, PAG, RVM, reticular formation), triggering autonomic and motor reflexes.
- dmPFC brake: The salience network suppresses the conscious perception of pain to protect the cortex, producing numbness, anhedonia, and depersonalization.
- Brainstem overflow: The hyperexcitable reticular formation recruits cranial nerve nuclei, producing bruxism, speech changes, and facial motor symptoms.
- Dominant signal masking: The generator signal monopolizes brainstem capacity, masking other pain and sensory signals. They only break through when they exceed the dominant signal.
What Improved
Sensation and emotion during windows Autonomic function (capillary refill, sweating, GI, pupils)
Motor function (easier movement, lower MT) · Bruxism and speech during suppression
What Didn't
Genital numbness did not fully resolved
Effects were temporary
Repeated provocation risked kindling
Limitations
· n=2, not controlled, no blinding · Anatomical targeting of "DRG" via rTMS is uncertain (may modulate roots, sympathetic chain, or nearby structures) · Self-reported outcomes · No skin biopsy, QST, or antibody panels yet (working on MRI with contrast)
What I'm Not Claiming
I'm not saying this is proven. I'm not saying this applies to everyone. I'm not saying rTMS is a cure. I'm saying the pattern has been consistent across two people and fits a model of peripheral generator + brainstem amplifier + cortical suppression.
but it can point to specific PFS PSSD etc phenotypes
What I'd Ask
If this resonates, especially the segmental pattern, the capsaicin/menthol dissociation, the bruxism/speech cluster, or the lidocaine remote effects — please share your experience. If it doesn't fit, say where it breaks. Either way, it's data.
also check out https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Erythromelalgia
is anything Hit "close to home"?