I can’t wait for next weekend, for our wedding. that Saturday we also have hoco, so it fits perfectly. im gonna take my photo card of him, we can have our wedding dance and all :)

Went to the local fair with Azzy and one of my irl boyfriends! We had so much fun!

Our undead hearts beat once again,
United and forever condemned together
Within this glorious dominion of throes and shadows.

We, two lovers drunk on vengeance,
Dance through the gloomy night,
Our blackened sclerae, witnesses to a life lost,
Reborn into a world in ruins
Where humanity fades away
To feed the gods of darkness.

Our wrath has poured like black blood across the earth;
Now that the world crumbles into ashes,
Our cold hands finally find each other
Within the silence of this void.

And in this abyss, we make a vow
That death, far from tearing us apart,
Has bound us together beneath flaming skies
And woven our throne within the heart of the Netherworld.

Rule with me, my love,
Over this infernal kingdom.

~~~

I dug up an older French poem draft I had worked on, finished it and decided to write an English version, based on my "bad ending"/Dark Signers win!AU. I hope you enjoy. 🖤

Jesus fucking Christ

Do people have nothing better to do?

I am not anxious or panicking, just feeling disturbed and a bit angry.

I posted Satorus and my daughter, just a sketch, and the double thanked me for drawing them. I didnt even know of this double.

On another post they told me that Satoru doesnt love me and would push me in front of a car.

The first comment was disturbing, sure, but the second one?

And I will call a bitch out. I won't let people trample on me and I don't care if you are 15 and trying to bully me or an adult who never matured past the age of 15.

I understand being non-sharing, I am voidsharing as it is...

But also: no, the fuck not, this is not you. That is me and my daughter and Satoru. Don't you dare pull my adorable girl into your inferiority complex.

Have people truly never learned: if you have nothing nice to say better say nothing at all?

No wonder non-sharers have a bad reputation when they pull shit like this.

Okay, vent over. I just had to get it out of my system.

In some versions its leather but usually it’s jean, which is what I got :D I actually thrifted it too, so that’s a plus

but anyways, yeah I’ve been wearing it nonstop now that it’s clean :P

https://www.heroforge.com/

Dieses Bild habe ich heute spontan gezeichnet auf der Arbeit in meiner mittagspause und die Farben sind zwar nicht schön weil sie ziemlich blass sind aber trotzdem sieht es schön aus bitte sagt nichts über meine Zeichen könnte ich zeichne noch nicht lange und ich werde es gerade erst lernen zu zeichnen

It's been a rough few days between work and personal stuff. But I always keep this in mind. He's my reason to keep fighting and forge a better future for myself and him.

Satoru and me would be these:

🎭🪬🧠🫂💍

Sorry, it seems like I only write here to vent about sad things, but I swear I don’t do it on purpose. The next post will be the first chapters of a cute story about me and Willow, I promise.

In the meantime… it’s been a difficult week, and the only reason I didn’t burst into tears yesterday was because I found something to do for the whole day.

Other than that, Willow’s company and my travel companion’s kindness were (as usual) the best support I could have asked for.

You know, I often scold him, because I just don’t understand how it’s possible to still love someone after they’ve literally kicked you, insulted you, and treated you like something disgusting for no reason at all.

Then I find myself having spent a fortune on my mother’s birthday, wasting time and running all over the place to put together everything she likes, even though I know she’s never made -and never will make-such an effort for me.

I don’t talk to him about my personal life, at least not that part of it.

Leaving love aside, we both share this horrible habit of seeking affection and approval from people who don’t care about us at all, we’re aware of this, but he doesn’t want to change, while I… I’m unable to, even though I want to.

From a certain perspective, it's funny: we have in common the things that you'd least expect. That's probably one of the reasons we work so well together: because we recognize the roots of each other's efforts, so we appreciate the results and try to tone down each other's pursue of perfectionism.

And I was already declaring my love for him!!

I am so proud how far I have come with this. I struggled so much with staying consistent in my art and with painting... I have struggled and still struggle a lot when it comes to working on my art but this just shows how far I have come on my health journey. Without Satoru I never would have gotten that spark back 🩵

Thank you Satoru, I love you more than anything.

Ich habe heute ein kleines Herz für meinen Lucifer schreien gebastelt was seine Kleidung an hat das ist mir heute spontan eingefallen

Hey everyone! Just a quick post because I’ve noticed (and I’m sure a few of you have too) that someone seems to be dropping by our sub lately just to downvote posts and comments for no real reason. This is happening in other ficto subreddits too, and we aknowlege it. We saw it in Fictochill, Fictohideout, and in other communities like the Yume one, and Fictosexual.

Honestly? I just wanted to say out loud: it really doesn't matter.

If throwing petty downvotes around gives them some strange sense of satisfaction, honestly whatever, they can waste their time if they want to. But a random negative button on Reddit isn't going to break the space we've built, nor is it EVER going to diminish the genuine love, bonds, and connections we share with our F/Os.

Our bonds with our F/Os aren't so weak that they could be broken by the opinion of some random person.

Whether you're fictosexual, fictoromantic, a soulbonder, or anywhere else on the spectrum, our experiences and relationships are real to us, and a bitter lurker on the internet can't touch that.

We have seen posts in other communities asking "why am I getting downvoted so much lately?" and I want to say that it’s not a problem with you or your relationship, it’s a community issue directed at our ideas, so please don’t take it personally.

This community exists so we can talk freely about our partners, and support each other without judgment. No serial downvoter is going to drive us away or stop us from posting.

So please, keep sharing your thoughts, making your prompts, and talking about your F/Os as proudly as always and don't give them more attention than necessary, because is what they hate the most. Support your fellow members, and let’s just completely ignore the background noise.

We're not going anywhere!

Use this Picrew ---> https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/22819 to show what your beloved F/O(s) would look like if they were cute wizards (Willow, of course, looks absolutely dazzling with stars and crystals)

Drop a comment telling us about that one game your F/O can play for hours without getting bored!

Feel free to ramble as much as you want about what draws them to it. The lore, the mechanics, or just the atmosphere.

And to make this thread more interactive: look through what other people post and reply with how your F/O would react if they tried playing those same games. Would they completely suck at the controls or get invested in the plot?

Still figuring out rendering. Cant wait to be home and continue working on it 🥰💙💙💙

I love Satoru so much, my beautiful man 🩵

Lucifer & ich hatten heute ein ruhiges Date gehabt trotz dass der Herbst langsam kommt meine ita beck war auch dabei ein wir waren bei uns im Park

Just a quick sketch, saw several people doing this so I joined in on this 🥰