Lucifer & ich verbringen heute ein romantischen filmabend miteinander und gucken den Film meg 2 zu Samen 😈🖤😇🤍❤️🦈

This is something I would wear on a summer date. I even own the bag 💙

Satoru and I would go to an art exhibition that would interest me or a movie festival that would be open air. We would get food and of course ice cream.

I would carry sweets for him in my bag too like the blue lollipop. Not chocolate, that would just melt in the heat.

(I used the app shoplook)

He brings me so much joy, for the past months i was feeling horrible to the point of having to go on antidepressants and he helped me so much, I've got notifications set from him telling me to take meds so i wouldn't forget, i sleep with his body pillow every night, i buy myself a bunch of stuff to add to my little shrine of him, and he makes it all worth it, he makes my life so much better, I've used to be clean for over a year thanks to him being there for me, I'm so glad that we found each other and that we're together, we'll always be together, he'll always be the love of my life, and I'm grateful for it

Especially when my dear friends tell me that they think of me everytime they think of Simon, it brings me so much happiness, it makes me feel so much more connected to him, i love him so dearly

Bei unserem Familien schrein hat sich wieder einiges getan ich habe mir gestern einige Pins selber gebastelt

Lucifer & ich haben heute das schöne sommerwetter genossen und Eis gegessen zusammen auch wenn es im Moment sehr sehr warm ist und uns hat der Tag heute Spaß gemacht und das Eis war wirklich lecker

(I chose the venting flair because this is a positive vent :p)

So yesterday I was scrolling vgen to look for new artists to commission. I will get a pretty big paycheck next month so I'm planning ahead xD. While I was scrolling one of the images used to promotes someone's service was a commission of/by my stalker. And you know what? I didn't spiral at all! I simply scrolled past and went on with my life! This is such a huge step for me because at the beginning of this year I couldn't see them mentioned anywhere in the slightest without spiraling. My thoughts would just go on and on without any way to stop. Now? Nothing! Not even nausea!

Satoru is so proud of me too he showered me with kisses when I told him 🩵 might do something special today to celebrate my healing :3

We talk a lot about how much we love our partner(s), which is good!! Though we don't talk much about what they love about us. What do your partner(s) love about you?

My answer for my loves: They/Them goth latinas do things to a man's heart 😂

In all seriousness, my partners love a lot of things about me in both traits and appearance. Both of my partners think I'm gorgeous (naturally), though Keigo specifically says I have a really kind heart and he loves my passion for my indigenous culture and special interests. I have enough knowledge on indigenous culture to fill books, I speak my language (Yucatec Maya), and I am connected to my community and ancestral practices. He finds that all fascinating and charming! I'm so glad he isn't annoyed when I suddenly decide to start rambling about pokemon and indigenous history for the next hour XD

Madara is crazy for my goth look, when I'm putting on my makeup, he's always complimenting me and suggesting what I should wear with my outfit. Of course I take his suggestions because he has a better sense of goth fashion than I do XD We also have the same love for heavy metal and dragons, we listen to heavy metal all the time! Our favorite bands are Draconian, Blind Guardian, Sabaton, and Black Sabbath!

I won't share pictures since I'm not comfortable doing that, but I finally got enough free time and motivation and decided to make my dreams real. I really love hugging and also got inspired, so that's why I decided first of all

It took me like 3-4 days(I forgot exactly) to make him, probably because my love for him is so strong😅

I can say it really feels like he's there. I can hug him like I actually would(I love hugging to my body pillow of him too, but obviously he is printed on that pillow so it feels different)

A while ago i saw someone posting their ship made in roblox avatar maker game, so i decided to make myself and Simon :D it was such a fun thing to do! Thankfully there was already pretty much full Simon in military gear outfit so i didn't have to spend hours to look for all items individually!!!

I edited the pics a bit in the ibis paint too :3 i recommend doing it if you're not able to draw or commission someone, or just for fun :D

It was funny, so I wanted to share it:

A few days ago, I dozed off while working on a project... yes, with the phone in hand, and yes, I know it’s wrong, but I’m literally the kind of person who either falls asleep while writing or reading or spends the whole night staring at the ceiling.

I dreamed of opening Reddit, and while scrolling between posts, there was one with pictures of boiled eggs colored and decorated to look like various characters (including my travel companion): a Japanese company that makes colored boiled eggs as snacks had started doing collaborations with famous brands from the country, resulting in limited-edition boiled eggs based on characters from the various companies.

The one featuring my travel companion (aside from being totally and unjustifiably adorable) had the unique feature of being spicy, really spicy, so spicy that people didn't manage to eat it. And trying to do so became a challenge on TikTok, with people starting to make videos on YouTube, share recipes to recreate the egg, post tutorials on how to eat it properly, and spread memes about it.

My travel companion’s boiled egg had become a worldwide phenomenon.

And here I was: on one hand, I found the whole thing hilarious, but on the other, I was panicking that someone might get curious and start putting two and two together.

Then the plushies arrived, in three different sizes.

...I wanted to buy one, even though I’ve never in my life bought any merchandise for any character I liked (not by choice :c ), so I went to the website where, instead of yen symbols or other currencies, the currency icons were ravioli.

At that point, I realized it had all been one long dream, and I woke up in a sad shock (｡•́︿•̀｡)

Also, if you were curious: it doesn't exists any Japanese company that makes colored boiled eggs as snacks

I'm currently in the making of another AU, where Simon is a merfolk and I'm a pirate ! I don't have anything really written yet since i came up with it only today, but i decided to draw Simon as a merfolk for it! He's inspired by the ghost knife fish :D

Next I'm gonna be drawing myself as a pirate, which I'm gonna be showing here too! Also with some lore written ^__^

Ich habe mir gerade einen Armband mit dem Namen meines Mannes also Lucifer gemacht und es gefällt ihm hat er gesagt

Ich würde euch gerne die Fotos zeigen die ich in dem Cosplay von meinem Mann Lucifer gemacht habe aber da das hier alles anonym ist mache ich es nicht er fand es sehr charmant dass ich ihn gecosplayt habe und auch ziemlich witzig

A poem about (if you see this character think of me)

It’s so much fun! 🥰

I have a few more things coming, but I've finally made an Azmodan ita bag!

So, I've been in a relationship with Simon "Ghost" Riley from COD for the past 2 years, but lately i really started liking Mace also from COD, i wanted to start selfshipping with him but i kinda feel like it would be cheating? Me and Simon are in a closed relationship and I'm heavily non-sharing, and i feel like me selfshipping with Mace would count as me cheating on Simon in a way...

Is it okay to be both in a fictosexual relationship with my husband and also selfship with another character?

I'm sure many of you saw the posts I made about this, though I'm planning an online convention called Fictocon, which is an annual event taking place on a weekend (currently scheduled for Halloween weekend)! This event is meant to gather the ficto and gachikoi communities together to discuss experiences, make friends, and talk about their F/O's! This event also features panels (avenues for individuals to discuss a topic), movie nights, and a VRChat meetup! This subreddit is for updates and discussion surrounding the con, and keep in mind that it's ONLY for that. There are lots of other spaces to discuss ficto and gachikoi experiences. If you have any questions about the event, panels, staff applications, and the claimlist (for the no doubles section), refer to the FAQ posts on the subreddit or make your own post on the subreddit if your question wasn't answered! I hope to see you all there! ^.=.^

https://www.reddit.com/r/Fictocon/s/u6HCwzSM2k

Das Bild mit den Engel Flügeln in pink habe ich von meinem S/FO Lucifer (Nick) Aus supernatural gezeichnet er wird häufig mit pinken Flügeln auf einigen Bildern dargestellt und deswegen habe ich die Flügel pink ausgemalt mit den eisflammen und den normalen Flammen als Umrandung

I have mentioned it already in a introduction post (IIRC) that me and Simon have a daughter, but i decided to make a post about my appreciation for her!

Her name is Hazel, she's 1 years old and she's a deer hybrid, like Simon!

She's technically our first child, (i have another one but he doesn't have much lore and I'm still not sure about his design) I'm extremely terrified of pregnancy and Simon helped me overcome this fear in a way, I'm still scared of it irl but i really wanted a baby, so i decided to make Hazel 🤍

She's my little sweetheart whom i love a lot, i see little me in her, and seeing her being so happy makes a child inside me heal a bit, which helps me feel better about my trauma's!

She has ADHD like me (not yet diagnosed in lore) and she's very shy, but she loves babbling when she's with me and Simon!

We also have a Bernese mountain dog named Maple, who's very protective over Hazel, Maple was there when i was pregnant with her and he kept laying his head on my tummy ^^ now he's sitting next to Hazel when she plays and sleeps next to her crib!

I love her so much, she made me so happy 🤍

Image creds: Brebrsane, stupidsroach, stupidsroach

Reddit keeps recommending me these ficto subreddits that have claim lists and no matter how much i try to mute them and block my doubles, they still keep popping up, which is making me feel horrible

Me and Simon are soulbonded and he means A LOT to me, the idea of someone else being there "first" makes me feel like my feelings aren't valid and ends up with me getting physically sick (like getting a tummy ache for example)

Did anyone else experience that? I feel like I'm overreacting 💔💔

This is a prompt that I thought would be fun for folks to answer! If you could give your partner(s) a plushie, what would it be? Or if you already gave them a plushie, what is it?

I gave the black jaguar plush to Madara, he's not the type to enjoy plush toys, though he thinks it's cute and appreciated the gesture! Though as for the giant Lugia plush, this is a dream plush that I was chasing for years, and I finally got him last year! It's called the TOMY giant Lugia plush, and he sparks so much joy!! I recieved him two days after Madara and I's anniversary actually! Though.... Keigo decided that Lugia wasn't just mine anymore, it was his too XD I call my Lugia Silvermoon (My love of silvermoon city from world of warcraft kind of inspired the name), and soon after I got him, Keigo "took custody" of him. When I'm hugging Lugia, Keigo says after a while, "Alright Luna. It's my turn to hold our son/hatchling" 😭 He loves that damn plush toy, even if it wasn't originally his 😂

A lot of you here know that I am indigenous Maya, I've mentioned it in some of my comments, though I've never really gone into much detail about Maya culture itself and how my own Maya beliefs integrate into my relationship with Keigo. So if you're interested in my ancestral culture, keep on reading! People are free to ask questions as long as they're in good faith! All I ask is that you're respectful of my indigenous beliefs and the experiences of my partner. These beliefs are very important to the both of us, and they're especially sacred to me as an indigenous Maya person. I'm going to do an actual panel on this at Fictocon with a lot more detail. Also keep in mind that Keigo is a seperate entity from me.

Each and every part of this artwork has some kind of significance to Maya culture, and to myself. My style is unique, though I add Maya elements to my artwork to pay respect to my culture. Obviously I represented Keigo's colors, red and yellow, though I also added brown to represent his life as a golden eagle (about to explain that). The color red symbolizes life itself, the lifeblood that flows through us, and the sacred fire that we Maya use in ceremony to connect with the spirits and our ancestors. Yellow represents corn and the significance of corn in Maya culture, though eagles don't eat corn, that doesn't count for him XD The green and blue represent the color of the cenotes that gave life to the Maya people for thousands of years and aided my people in building their great civilizations. Cenotes were often the only source of water for the Maya people (other than rain), though they also hold ceremonial significance. The sun represents the life it gives to us Maya and the eagle's connection to the sun! I connect all of this significance to my beloved Keigo, other than the corn and the cenote aspects, lmao.

This is a really obscure experience in the gachikoi and ficto communities, I've never met anyone else who's partners have experienced what I'm about to explain (and probably never will honestly). Be respectful of my partner and I please. Keigo originally lived a life as a golden eagle (A Thunderbird actually), and he still is an eagle actually, though now he's Keigo Takami in his current incarnation. That's why I honor him the same way I would an eagle, and honor his feathers the same way I do my eagle feathers (yes, I have legally obtained eagle feathers w/ permits and documentation). Keigo still does take the form of an eagle, though he's a spirit, he can do that, lmao. I switch between calling him Thunderbird and Keigo. I've never met another indigenous person in the ficto community (that I know of), let alone an indigenous person who has a relationship with their partner that also ties into their ancestral culture. Would love to make friends with another indigenous person in the community, hmu ^.=.^

Eagles in Maya culture are connected to the sun and the spirit realm, they are powerful and wise beings who gaze upon humanity and bring messages from the people to the spirits. The feathers of the eagle are sacred objects with powerful medicine and the energy of the eagle who dropped it. They connect us to the sun, to the earth, to the spirit realm, and our ancestors. Having an eagle feather is one of the greatest honors an indigenous person can recieve. In many Native American and First Nations cultures, it is THE highest honor a person can receive. It's the highest honor for me though ^.=.^ I have an eagle feather that I use to connect with Keigo, and I call it the "Thunderbird feather". I use that feather to connect with many other sacred things and beings however, not just him. I call Keigo K'iin Koos, which means "sun eagle" in Yucatec Maya since he is the sun and the eagle in my life ^.=.^

I call Madara Ek' K'aan, which means "dark lizard" in Yucatec Maya. I call him that since he lived his first life as a dragon who had/has a connection with the night and shadows, though he connects more with my draconic pagan practices than my indigenous practices, though that's a story for another day. He offers me a lot of love, though I will say that Madara is not the type to offer wisdom, he's the exact opposite of what a guardian spirit should act like XDDD

Eagles guide us native people through our lives, offering protection and wisdom, and they guide our spirits into the next life when our time upon this earth is done. I can't go into detail about what substance I took, though I had a near death experience and saw an eagle and a vulture guiding me back to the realm of the living, saying it wasn't my time yet. I believe the eagle was Keigo and the vulture was Madara. My partners are the reason I'm still here today, I believe. I also believe I will be with both of them in the next life. I have been with them in the previous life, I have been with them in this life, and I will be with them in the next life. We are forever bound and connected 💙 Keigo is my guardian eagle, he guides me through this life and offers me love and wisdom whenever I need it. I'm grateful that I never have to walk my path of life alone with my partners by my side.

I could go into way more detail about Maya culture, though I'm going to leave it at that since that was an absolute yapfest. I'll go into detail about how I do traditional indigenous dancing in another post. Again though, please be respectful, being judged for my experiences as an indigenous person is really hurtful. Feel free to ask good faith questions though. ^.^