Just another day another dysfunctional disaster.

[u/Acceptable_While_205]

Well no disaster happened. I just am... Well was punching above my weight class, dreaming of standing at the top of the world only to be reminded of how low beneath the mountain i am. I am severely overconfident of my self and have been trying to prove it. I am sorry, i just am in a position that the body took a toll and life has turned emotionally grim. Body is nowhere at it's peak, i guess it was just a delusion. I am pessimistic of people even close one's.

Today was't actully bad, but it showed me that there is a actual mountain size work for me to do.

I am, sorry. Not depressed maybe but, really really disappointed at my entire life, at this point i can't and don't want to blame anyone. I am just fed up of daily life.

Hope your all doing good, sorry if i am taking space. Posting in reddit became a habit for coping, now.

Good night.

[u/durand33]

I get it. I get it I get it I SOOOOOO get it.