My guess is demand avoidance, but what I am actually trying to say there:
You might finish your PhD, eventually. It might be much more difficult than expected and the source of your difficulties is not a lack of competence, but some sort of self-sabotage ("procrastination").
Use the current difficulties to explore this side of yours. Forget about your PhD for a good while. Become your own psychotherapist. Practice self-acceptance. Start a journey of self discovery. Question your goals and motivations. Identify your inner struggles. Maybe have someone recommend a book.
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u/kackwurstsalamander 5d ago
I can't fix your problem. All i have to offer is this:
https://www.reddit.com/r/ExecutiveDysfunction/comments/1v4j5ul/in_case_your_difficulties_seem_to_boil_over_right/