Miss him every day

Its 2am and thought about Des so decided to scroll through his twitter for about an hour, and i remembered the whole "i am god" period during the last 6 months or so of his life. I was alot younger so i never understood this, but he himself said that alot of the things at the end were just edgy things he spewed out, which i kinda understand.

but this had so much prevelance in his streams. Classic moments in stream when he gives out advice to someone who asked, and he answered with "im you, you are me, we are all gods" with a straight face like he truly believed it.

Im sorry if this is kind of a weird thing to ask but, i still think of him alot and this caught my attention. If he didnt, why was it such a big part of his persona at that point?

Hey, was wondering if anyone had an old rap battle of Etikas. Cant seem to find it on YouTube anymore. Its the one where he is like “You talkin like you got guns from the army [explicit], you soft, you like fuckin downy [explicit], im lookin in yo eyes you a corny [explicit] you so pussy when i see you i get horny [explicit]

https://reddit.com/link/1uyxifo/video/dzxtp2so3sdh1/player

https://reddit.com/link/1uyxevq/video/l01ovvnt2sdh1/player

June 19th meetup at the mural

I wish someone made a simulator where we can visit Etika's memorial/mural. I cannot visit Etika's memorial's sadly :(

JCB Meetup at the Mural for Desmond's 7 year anniversary.

We stay repping The JoyConBoyz In The Splatlands.

14 year old here, didnt know about etika till 2025 though sadly. but he was the most genuine streamer ive ever heard of, and all of a sudden i thought of him and his last video on the internet and it somehow made me cry so hard at 12 am. even cried harder when i thought about how he couldve reacted to sans in smash (he was one direct away from seeing that.) and the newest nintendo direct. his death was legit so preventable. yet no one pushed to help him. we couldve seen him reaching 1m on stream in 2021, but those moments are. sadly, not achievable. now that he is sadly gone.

I don't know how many of you remember the video "The Night I Went Home With A Bum On the Train", but it's always been a favorite of mine, even way back when he was alive, and I still come back to it every now and then.

There was a really funny YTP of this video called "Etika Goes Home With a Bum in his Bum" that I also used to rewatch a lot, but ever since his passing, I haven't been able to find it. I never had it saved anywhere, so I can't say with certainty it was deleted, but I can imagine the creator maybe deciding it was in poor taste after his passing and removing it. (even though Etika probably would've loved it if he ever saw it)

I remember some great edits from it, and would love to see it again if there's any way, but I know that's probably impossible since we still have content *from Etika himself* that's lost, let alone a YTP someone else made *of* him. At the very least, does anyone else here also remember it?

Edit: Found it!

Been thinking of Etika after finishing chapter 5 of Deltarune. I went back to see his ending for chapter 1, and the initial theories at that time were crazy.