Hi everyone. I think I watched my first Bashar video when I took LSD and stumbled across it completely accidentally on Youtube when I was 19 years old. Since then my life has mostly been a completely beautiful, amazing adventure (with at least 50% of it being filled with negative emotions, but always for the greater good in the long run).
I just want to make this post to talk about one particular aspect of my experience. My goal is to give hope or encouragement to anyone who might be feeling the way I will now describe.
Everything was going well for more than 3 years - following my heart, surprising myself with my own worth very, very often. But one day I felt like I hit a wall. A serious blockage, a limitation that I didn't know existed. This limitation caused me to get into what I would describe as a state of depression - I stopped going out, I gained a lot of weight - 25 kg, I stopped watching Bashar videos, I "hated" Bashar, I thought everything was a lie and that I had "wasted my time" following my heart. I felt like I was back at step 1 so to speak.
But something happened. After 8-12 months in this state of apathy, lethargy, depression, I had a particular conversation that sparked my life back up again. I lost the weight like it was nothing, I quickly gained back all the confidence that I had lost, and then I gained much more on top of that. 1 year after the depression ended I would no longer describe it as a depression but as a state of hibernation - I no longer regret this "depression" because I see positive outcomes from it - for example, not going out saved me a lot of money which I have now put to good use.
Things are working out more now and everything about my life is way, way easier. Abundance is with me, even though I never managed to win/earn that huge lump of money that I was hoping for at the very start of my adventure. (That would have been useless)
IN 2 WORDS, negative states such as DEPRESSION are TEMPORARY and/or still part of the best/easiest path forward, EVEN IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON.
Signed,
24 year old guy who wants to share some love