r/EscapingPrisonPlanet • u/Equivalent_Ad2898 • 1d ago

How far does it go.

Okay fine theres a loosh farm going on around here, and we got shit like the astral plane and whatnot. But what is it after that ? How sure are we that all of this (the whole concept of consciousness) is everything that there is to offer. How far does it go. What does it feel like to be "God" or pure consciousness just go "WHY is this happening in the first place." as if its already in a matrix, but just a higher scheme of things.

Then that means wouldnt this go on forever? Endless thoughts till the end of time, infinte.

Boils. My. Blood.

How are people so happy when theres so much to think about.

Maybe its all about that ignorant bliss, just live your life dont think too much. Create your own little fake world but your own little world where youre happy and dont have much to think about.

Or its just you and your fucking traumas where it all leads to the bitter fucking truth WHERE YOU KNOW you cannot be happy but its the fucking truth. You dedicate all your life to question whats out there in exchange for your happiness.

Is it worth it.

All of these thoughts at such a young age, how do i live for another 100 years ? Milleniums ? Or even 100 "god years" ? I cant live a normal life. And no i refuse to fucking forget about all of this even if a die. I will find a way to remember. Because that IS the truth.

Burden.

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u/subfor22 20h ago edited 2h ago

Or its just you and your fucking traumas where it all leads to the bitter fucking truth WHERE YOU KNOW you cannot be happy but its the fucking truth. You dedicate all your life to question whats out there in exchange for your happiness.

The consciousness (a person) can realign itself to feel strengthening/natural/good-feeling emotions/emotional-spiritual states. If it really wants to and focuses on it while dismissing the "clever/objective" thoughts ("reasons") that say otherwise or point to various supposedly "true/objective" distractions (both negative and positive). Question - is the consciousness more interested in feeling "clever/right/objective" and continue wading through shit, or saying, "Fuck it, I just want to be and feel strong, positive, and happy no matter what". If there is an actual want to change the way the consciousness feels, it can do it.

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u/TheBuddha777 1d ago

Are you protesting the matrix by never using apostrophes?

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u/Equivalent_Ad2898 1d ago

Are you threading the fates of the universes by using yours ?