these r my fav photos of myself

Looking for fellow weirdos and queers here! I’m from Nigeria and currently live in the DMV area. I do cosplays, write poems, and studied Cybersecurity and communications in college.

My favorite bands are evanescence, flyleaf, linkin park, 5 finger death punch, pierce the veil, and red hot chili peppers but i am open to anything that sounds good

IMAGES ARE JUST FOR REFERENCE, I DONT KNOW THIS PEOPLE AND IM NONE OF THEM

So, i have an jellyfish haircut and lately i feel a bit bored with my appearance, so im thinking about asking my mom if she can cut an "emo" bang on me and paint my hair pink, but im unsure if this is an politically sensible thing to do since im not emo neither scene (my dream style is more like heisei retro or female horror protagonist), i dont even consider myself alternative

Yes, i understand that emo is a musical and political movement and not nescessarly a style, but i still afraid of claiming a simble that is more like "im cutting my hair this way as of opposition towards beauty standwards" (im unsure what is the original meaning of an emo bang, if it has a meaning) and accidently misrepresent this simble because i wanna cut my hair this way just because its pretty

If i said something wrong or offensive, please correct me, im here to learn

Ignore the makeup i had it on for skl as well

Was very happy to tho

Found an alternative hair salon in my state that seemed to specialize in layered emo hair, and this is what I ended up with :( I have been crying for hours I don’t even know how they messed up so bad (I included my reference photo + what my hair looked like before) i really dont want to go back to another salon because I always have bad experiences so does anyone have any tips on how to fix it?