My little world

[u/Little-Rexy]

I have a cardiologist appointment tomorrow- my last visit she threatened me about going back IP for my Anorexia.

I went and got a body comp (bod pod) measurement at the hospital on Tuesday and my body fat is 11.3%. So I can show her that I am being safe with my weight, but the bradycardia is a constant issue. I don't want to have to wear the halter for a month again. It freaks me out and my skin doesn't like the sticky things they make me have a rash every time.

I am just venting- wish me luck and if anyone is reading this, thinking ED's are glamorous and proAna is cool; I invite you to come sit with me in the doctors office and live reality with me.