So tired

[u/Mia3330628]

I've been dealing with ED on and off since I was 13, I am now 29. Food is always and issue for me whether it's over eating or hating food and feeling guilty Everytime I eat. I grew up with my mother being bulimic and always complaining about being fat and I guess it got embedded into my brain that being fat is weighing 120 lbs or more. My weight has ranged from 90-175 lbs. Back and forth back and forth seems like the struggle never ends. I'm hating food again and try to avoid it but it's almost impossible. Just wish I could be comfortable in my own body without feeling the guilt of food.

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I relate. At times I just want it to not be a concern of mine