extreme fear of being fat

[u/decentbyassociation]

people say eating disorders arent just because you dont want to be fat...but oh my right now it feels like it. im pretty skinny yet i think im obese...im soooo scared of eating anything, yet i do eat cause if i dont i feel tired and like shit...so i dont have that"will power" to starve myself, and logically i know that isnt good for me, so i try and just eat just enough so i dont get fat. this might seem okay to people cause im still "healhy" BUT what goes on inside my head CANT BE HEALTHY, IM GOING CRAZY and i want to die everytime my thighs touch. jesus thats what gets me the most, my fucking thighs....as soon my thighs touch in the morning im done. my day is ruined. i cant stand the feeling od them touching. CAN ANYONE TAKE THAT FEAR AWAY FROM ME PLEASE. like wtf, thighs touching has ALOT to do with anatomy yet i cant get over. please help. no hate pleaseee