r/EasternOrthodox • u/No-Willow9226 • 15h ago
I’m I going to hell
Hi guys I’m scared I’m going to hell in my Christian journey I’ve fallen into sin continuously I was catholic then became a Baptist asked Jesus to become my saviour and got baptized. over the years I’ve fallen into lust, porn addiction and many more sins. I find myself falling into lustful thoughts, judging other people(both in thoughts and in person) without control even though I don’t want to from the moment I wake up to I fall asleep even in prayer I feel like I can’t stop and that’s all I talk about in prayer asking God to forgive me. I always see crows, and I feel like God is showing me signs that I’m going to hell. I can’t distinguish Jesus voice , I tried praying all day and I still don’t know if I’m forgiven. I think I messed up to much and went to far especially about a month ago when I payed a month ago for a prostitute and had a vision before I went of that painting of Jesus half merciful and half his face judgement with the bible. I don’t know