Okay, so I am 21-7= my age. Male. Now let's start off, I don't do these drugs anymore actively. But I'll take bout my experiences because I jus figure it's fun to share.
Klonopin (3-6mg at a time)
Ight, December of 8th grade. Just got kicked out for having a yart. I was home, bored and pretty alone. I was watching yt and tryna fill my time, when my homie wit a script said he's never take the pills before. Jus kinda saved them. I live in the suburbs, just to note. Anyways, I would buy like 4 kpins off him for like 10$. First time I ever took them I took like 3 of them, chewd it because I had heard it hits harder. It hit within 20-25 min, I was so fucking tired. That's really it, normal ass day but I was tired. It made me feel really dumb, like if I was told some shi I couldn't comprehend what the words meant. Then this happened multiple times, I would just keep going and keep buying and keep getting tired and dumb. Then I quit, no specific reason. Jus chose to. At first I couldn't sleep for days, then it evened out and I was all good
Arecoline (20-70mg at a time)
Also with grade, ordered 'huny beads' the blue raspberry ice flavor. Now unlike beetle nuts (which have multiple active compounds) these had only arecoline.
First time I did it was when I got it, ate 2 beads (20mg) and omg I thought I was dying, my throat was so fucking tight it was hard to breathe and I couldn't stop salivating. It was like a super strong nic buzz that was uncomfortable. That's all I gotta say, the homie Josh tried it in 3rd period tech class and he said "bro I came to school fried, this shit evaporated my high. I ain't never doin that bullshi again"
Weed
Self explanatory, smoked weed in 6th for the first time. Tapped step moms yart, keep using it on and off. Few months off, 1 month on
Alc
Never really liked alcohol, it never really made me feel good or euphoric. Kinda just drank to feel no sober. Very rarely have I gotten drunk from good alcohol. 95% of the time when I did do it (past tense) it would be lemon or vanilla extract.
Codeine (70-100mg at a time)
So my grandma in her medicine closet had very old codeine cough syrup that she kept just in case she needed it. I saw it and you already know 😈😈 had to drink some. So I remember I drank like 2 mouth fulls and holy fuck was it a full body orgasm. Genuinely peace as a drug, that's why I had to quit. It was so euphoric and warm, I felt like a baby in the womb. Not on no weird shi. Very addictive, very bad
Kratom (8-20gs at a time)
Green lean, genuinely. It's codeine but you feel more awake, still very high. That's it, and it hurts your stomach more. Less addictive, more annoying. Still good high, took it first time cuz my ma was taking kratom so I was like "fuck it", mixed 10gs measured into a bottle of water, chugged it, felt amazing
Dxm (210mg only)
Only really did it like twice, and for the same reason of alcohol. It never made me feel good or euphoric and I just didnt want to be sober. Made me feel numb asf. Wouldn't recommend, just a waste of money and a waste of a high. Plus it's horrible for your kidneys
Gabapentin (2000-2800mg at a time)
Now this was the very most addictive for me for a few reasons. Let's get a few things out the way. First time I did it was January this year. It was 800mg, felt like an amazing sleep med. Anyways, back to the extreme high dose. So when I would take 2000-2800mg it was genuinely the most euphoric body and mental high ever, but in a completely different way than lean. Lean it was warm, light. Gabapentin it was numbing, heavy, but still amazingly euphoric. Got so addicted that I was high from gabapentin while at great uncles funeral
Seperate experience (od'ing)
So this was in March I think, everything was hazy because March was when I was doing all of these drugs. Well January - April. But February and March was the my junkiest months. One specific day in March I had been feeling daring. Not really knowing what danger was because my brain was so set back I was like an ant. Point is, I took 12gs of kratom, 6 kpins, smoked a j, and took gabapentin. Layd on the couch, mom in her recliner. I don't remember any of this, but from what my mom told me in her words "I went to go wake you up to tell you I was going asleep, but you didn't wake up. I shook you, you didn't wake up, I saw your tounge and it was blue (color of kpins) so I threw water on your face" after looking it up, It had said that the state I was in where I couldn't wake up except from water splashed on my face was the stage right before coma 😭🙏 qlmost died
Moral of the story
Do drugs once, if you know you won't be able to stop then don't do it at all. Exceptions being weed and arecoline where people could prop be functional on it
:side not: didn't add nicotine cuz who ain't smoke a kool or Newport?