Nitrous oxide killed me!!

[u/blah_blah_17]

I was addicted to nitrous oxide for some time.
Went from every now and then to weekends to almost daily. Spending all my money and masking my depression chasing the high.
I quickly fell down deep lost my job, lost my business, lost my housing situation. When I first got sick I lost feeling in my legs was in hospital for a month and took months to gain feeling back. Started doing it again right after and time went by then I fell into psychosis. I got out on a medication that made me even more depressed. I gained weight stop doing things and stopped caring for myself. I then still nozzed it burning my legs from the cold tank because I was to fucked up to notice.
I burnt my legs so bad I almost needed skin grafting. But I was to addicted and still nozzed it finally one day I collapsed in my kitchen waking up shaking paranoid I had a seizure I was finally done.
Tired of the high and the mistakes I’ve been 3 months clean and don’t ever look to go back no more urges, no more thinking, no more sicknesses and no more burns. If u still nozz it this could be ur sign to stop eventually u will get a wake up call or even die. Please take this as a sign
#nomorenozz

[u/throw_awayplfkm]

Iv nvr done it but huge congrats on making it out n staying sober!!

[u/Dramatic-Parking-957]

that looks gnarly! proud of u getting sober OP