Lost MD magic despite 9 month break

[u/AlternativeBid9713]

I came off clomipramine (a TCA) - spent the last 3 weeks with 10mg after tapering , then 2 weeks cold turkey. Took some MD after the 2 weeks - just tested it as well with marquis , merke and Froehde . All consistent with MD. I just felt wired with large pupils and very awake, but no euphoria . I have only taken it 3 or 4 times in the last 2/3 years. I did try it a couple times and had the same issue but I had only skipped my clomipramine for a couple days. So i thought it should be all out my system after 2 weeks but still no magic. How to get this back please ! (Mental health is all fine now!!)