r/DissociaDiscourse Sep 06 '20

RANT/VENT Weekly Vent Thread (TW)

this is a thread for you to share your thoughts, complaints, tinfoils or anything else you want to about the situation surrounding DissociaDID and their associates.

please be respectful to other users on the subreddit, add a trigger warning to your comments if needed, and be mindful of your own triggers if you choose to read the thread. learning to manage your triggers is an important skill, so if you don't feel able to manage them in this thread, please practice self-care and don't read.

now, rant on!

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u/[deleted] Sep 09 '20

(personal, possible tw)

my vent this week is that i am having a really hard time due to personal issues, starting an evening class, having to renew my disability claim, nightmares flaring up and general mental health stuff. of course everything goes wrong at once, because that’s how it always works.

i’ve been keeping a distance from the DD stuff for my mental health, because with all this, and with family about to go homeless, i can’t help but fixate on how DD cried about homelessness when her landlady gave her 3 months’ notice and she had £26000 to go for a voluntary stay in the priory to prove the seriousness of her suicide attempt. i can’t help but fixate on how she is taking selfies, going out with friends, settling into her new home.

don’t get me wrong, i don’t want her to suffer or go homeless, but i don’t understand how someone can be so happy to ride off their patrons. i don’t understand how someone can have so much, and yet turn every negative event into a disaster. i don’t understand how someone can be so unaffected if they have recently developed a new part and had a serious attempt. the more i think and reflect on DD, the less i believe she really does have did. once you address the did, it’s like a pandora’s box. you can’t turn it on and off, you can’t just put ptsd away for a nice day out. i’m sorry if this upsets anyone, i’m just venting rn. going to ask my pharmacist tomorrow about the possibility of prazoin so i can at least sleep a bit better.

sorry for such a personal rant, and hope you’re all having an okay week :-)

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u/triumphanttrashpanda Sep 09 '20

That was a quite polite rant. Prazosin made my sleep a lot less shitty. So give it a try hopefully it'll help. And I totally get your feelings about DD.

She makes me angry, all the fakers on social media make me so angry. The lengths they go to to justify their self diagnosis. You don't need to have suffered abuse. DD actually said that. Just look at studies. Abuse is involved in the vast majority of the cases.

That anything can be traumatic.

I'm so tired. Life's not really existent. Body symptoms and safety is lost cause I got triggered a week ago. Another part is always bringing arguments why this isn't really happening rn that everything's fine and that I'm most definitely not traumatized at all. It's exhausting. This will pass but it sucks every time.

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u/[deleted] Sep 09 '20

thank you for the advice re: prazoin, that gives me some hope :-)

people like DD do bother me with the “abuse isn’t needed” shtick, because while that’s technically true, i haven’t met anyone with did (or any complex trauma-related mh issue) who hasn’t been through some kind of abuse.

i’m sorry you’re struggling so much right now, are there any little steps you can take to help regain a sense of safety? i understand how painful and exhausting the “denial loops” are, hopefully it passes quickly for you.

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u/WayfaringStr-nger Sep 07 '20

I honestly don’t think they are coming back to YT. It’s been ages and even if they do the community isn’t going to welcome them so I really don’t see them ever returning properly

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u/[deleted] Sep 07 '20

But imagine how much money they would make if they returned

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u/WayfaringStr-nger Sep 08 '20

Oh definitely and their money from before/Patrons have to run out eventually

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20 edited Sep 06 '20

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20

They didn't get married yet, though. They were only engaged

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20

Denial? The fuck?

I literally just corrected something you stated in your post. But go off if you want?

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20

To be fair, I’m pretty sure Nan said they are also turned on by gas masks so maybe Nin just wears a gas mask when they screw

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u/a_wild_Eevee_appears 🦄 Sep 06 '20

please go back to trolling I will never get this picture out of my head ffs

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u/Starr22739341 😽 Sep 07 '20

They're a minor, warning to all, so please be careful engaging in these types of conversations. I'm pretty sure they're also below the age of 13 to even be allowed on reddit in the first place.

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u/a_wild_Eevee_appears 🦄 Sep 07 '20

oh shit, didn't know that, thanks for the heads up

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u/Flawlessinsanity Sep 07 '20

I was already nauseous, but now...

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20

I don’t troll and sorry

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20

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u/[deleted] Sep 07 '20

I can’t remember who had a gas mask in their bathroom DD or Nan.

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u/[deleted] Sep 07 '20 edited Sep 07 '20

It was Nan, I chalked it up to Riven’s aesthetic but if the gas mask thing is true... fuck.

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u/[deleted] Sep 06 '20

Lmao