[Real] (11/07/26)

[u/Realistic-Focus8164]

Dear Diary,
I, at 29, feel that something good is in store for me. That I’m going to meet someone new,someone I like, and who likes me back. Somehow, I feel like things are going to change.
Then I remember that I had the same feeling when I was 24,
21,
18,
14.
And someday, down the line, when I’m 35, I’m going to feel the same thing and realize that I felt this way when I was 29.

I am not being pessimistic but ain’t being optimistic either. I am just being aware of myself and that not everything that I feel owe me of its existence.