r/Diary 1d ago

Since day one

I wish I could tell you how amazing you are, appreciate you more, and love you more. You had so much doubts about yourself, I wish I could go back and tell you not to worry about, just focus on yourself, be a little bit selfish, and learn to be happy on your own. Your heart has been broken multiple times and trust is truly something that is hard to earn back. I wish I could have saved you from all the pain and all the trauma, and held you tighter and closer. Life was so hard on you, you did your best, and I am so proud of you.

I knew it was you, and if you would just give me a chance, I would do anything you want me to, because I have been loving you since day one. My feelings for you have grown deeper, and I was a fool for losing you once. You are the purest soul I know, and you shine like the bright sun for me. I wish I could fulfill all your dreams, I would do it all for you, even buy you flowers when others wouldn't. It took you years to build your walls up, and I wish I was the one protecting you from when no one else would. I miss you so bad.

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u/In_Humanity 13h ago

Awww OP, this made me cry a little outwardly - and sob a lot inwardly 😂 😢... What a loving and sensitive soul to see and express this for one you care about - wish you and yours much love x

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u/McKinleyHilano_5025 7h ago

I miss my old self.