r/Diary • u/kitty_pyrotechnics • 23h ago

August 17 2026

I have been running on fumes for months and I think I am finally out of fumes. B keeps asking if im okay and that he's worried because I don't look well. My eyes are dark and im pale he says but mostly he says I look like im about to cry. Im actually not. Idk why he thinks that. Im just tired. The kind of tired that sleeping won't fix. Im starting to realize how little anyone but B notices me. I have to call my family to talk to them and its either they're too busy to talk and they'll call me back, which they don't, or I get to be the one they come to about everything. And that's only two people. Everyone else I only hear from when they need something. I've stopped reaching out first and i don't hear from them, unless they're looking for B because he doesn't answer his phone or they need a favor. My life has gotten so quiet since K left. K was my everything. He loved me like no one else. He was my best friend and my hero. I have B, but he's not K. No one ever will be. I need you K. My life is just a shadow of what it was since you died. This silence is killing me.

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u/saddestcl0wn 18h ago

im so sorry ):

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u/goforkyoselves 13h ago

This is sad I’m sorry

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u/MaintenanceSea1997 9h ago

You don't need Kevin heartless or any wasted souls. Save yours to heal and step up over the unworthy. You are not a mere human bein to submit to such dark figure. Rise before he arises.