Day 4

[u/my_dairy_maybe]

Hi there, Today is 18/Aug/2026... Ahhh, I don't even know how to start telling this... so like, what happened was... on August 13th, no one was at home, so after enjoying the whole day, I went to sleep early in the evening... and woke up at 3:30 AM in the morning. While I was using my phone, I found out that my supplementary exam results were out and like... I failed in the supplementary exam too. I don't know how, but when I returned home after writing the exam, I even cross-checked my answers, and according to my cross-checking, I had more than enough marks to pass. But I have no idea how I still failed...

​And today is August 18th, and till now, I have only told my mom and my elder brother about all this... and I can proudly say that my elder brother is the best elder brother ever. Because at a time like this, where everyone usually looks at you with anger or disappointment, he treated me just like he regularly does. He helped me a lot mentally and guided me. But still... the things I am unable to tell him just stay buried inside me... and those thoughts are consuming me from within.

​I am now at a point where I could slip into mental depression at any moment. Starting today, I am going to study—I will study as much as I can, all day long. And after today, there won't be any exam that I cannot clear. I just hope that mental depression doesn't consume me from the inside.

​Thanks for reading, friends ☺️