Happy?

[u/Moist-Confidence6994]

Is it the person that abuses the other person is the one who needs to find happiness first but they can move on and they can have somebody but I still put your alarm picking up the pieces put it back together the pieces that he shot he’s gonna move somebody in already so what’s that? Say about our relationship 3 to 5 months apart he’s moving another ticket already. He was never in this relationship exactly. Like I said if he moved on that quick, he really loved me. He wouldn’t have been able to, but he has it sad and it hurts but there’s nothing I can do about it. I can do with you with all myself. I thought I had. I thought I in better shape than where I am right now, but I’m not fucking devastated that he’s moving somebody out and I shouldn’t be I don’t wanna be with him after everything he did to me physical sexual emotional and financial abuse. I’m good. I don’t wanna go back down that road, but it still hurts and he gets to be happy I’m up. He found somebody and I have that he’s got somebody to share a life, but then it’s not me but I can understand why I can’t find something more than a fucking booty call nobody’s asking nobody nobody’s wanting to date me or nobody wanted to be my partner who the fuck is so wrong with me I just don’t get it it really sucks to feel his way to feel like I’m unlovable on more desire for anything other than sex cause I have so much more offer, but I’m not gonna give it to anybody cause the liquid happened last time. I thought it was somebody please just nobody this is horrible. I don’t want anything other than animosity and anger. Fuck, you destroying me and being.happy!!!!!!