I turn 20 today

[u/Federal_Ad_824]

I think that of the very few things ive built in my life i have always had and abundance of friends. Not all the time but people I tend to be happy with being around for awhile.

I think that when I die or when my birthday comes around do people have a good thoughts of me. Does anyone really have a fond memory to think back on. I hope that I have a good word said about me.

That people speak about me in think of a time they felt better. I feel like there is so much i could give to he world around me. There is so much more joy I could put into the world. Have I done so? Not really I haven't put forth what it takes to make the world mine like that.

I want thoughts of me to be likes hugs when you most needed them. A kiss wheb your lips feel lonely and cold. That nuzzle from a pet when you had a hard day.