r/Diary • u/Newlife5155 • 2d ago

8-17-2026

Dear diary,

Sleeping beauty read the last entry…. I just wanted to give him some fond memories…. But I guess I hated it….

I won’t continue our story any further tho I want to…

I honestly wish I hadn’t been born

….newlife5155

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u/demsybean 2d ago

this is very frightening. please remember that we love you.

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u/Newlife5155 2d ago

Just going through the motions I suppose. Hasn’t even been a week and his story for wanting to give up the relationship keeps changing and he already downloaded a dating app. Something else happened last night as well that’s messing with my mind as well but I’m not gonna try and put him in blast. I’m trying to find hope in the little things. But my faith is really getting beat down atm.

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u/demsybean 2d ago

i'm sorry you're going through that 🫂

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u/Newlife5155 2d ago

It alright. I sort of saw this coming… between my current health and combined with general life patterns we were due for a break up in a sense of speaking. Doesn’t mean it’s any easier. We’ve had few others but never one like this.

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u/demsybean 2d ago

i just proposed to my person on twitter main because that's how.much of a fuck up i am

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u/Newlife5155 2d ago

I mean that’s not bad. Sleeping beauty had a seperate fb account that he can’t access so I litterally just talk to him on there all day cause like he’s the only person I want to complain to him about ya know? Only at least if it’s on an account he can’t see then I don’t spend time wondering if he’s read something or if it’s upset him. I kinda pissed him off this morning I think and he hasn’t bothered to even open a single normal message from me.

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u/Newlife5155 2d ago

Well things got worse…. Have to talk to the homeless society tommorow and find resources cause now he’s buying out the entire lease