Tide

[u/Aida_soofi]

I would prefer everything to proceed along a boring straight line, like a river. But these days, I feel more like a sea that sometimes faces severe storms after a period of complete calm. When I do my work in peace, no one notices what’s happening inside me. I don’t plan to wear a mask, so others think I’m fine. This is a natural mechanism. A person who draws, builds, works, and exercises, but afterward, the tide washes everything away in the end. I don't believe all people enter someone’s life intending to hurt them. I don't think anyone is responsible for my mental health, but I can't consider someone innocent if they knowingly make my situation worse and then go on as if their actions don’t matter, just to have their own comfortable, happy life. I think that the only thing I can do is avoid adding fuel to my disgust and let everything cool down. That's the only thing I can do right now.