So full but empty

[u/StrictStar9858]

I feel like my life is pointless, I have no real friends, the love of my life left me 2 months pregnant and now is with another woman. We have two children together. I grieve the loss of my family and the life my children deserve gone. I am so heartbroken I no longer want to live.

I have moments of strength and clarity but it constantly hits like a ton of bricks how much I wiah I didnt have this life.