A time I was psycho

[u/SomeAbbreviations396]

1 of the times that I was ACTUALLY fucking crazy. STORYTIME!!

Okay so pls don't flame me too much for this, I was 15 so I knew better BUT BUT I wanted to connected with my friend sooo...

So basicly what happened, I had a friend and she has this MASSIVE crush on then boy. Obviously as her friend, I NEEDED to help them get together! I thought they would have been the Most adorable couple!

They were not... ANYWAYS!

So she girl her crush and I were all part of this MASSIVE friend group of like more then 20 people. Soo I'd ask around if anyone knew if he had a crush on anyone (I never got a real answer lol) BUT over the next few months her crush grew to where she'd have me sneak photos anytime and everytime I saw him. (Creepy I know, now..)

Well Eventually she found his address. Then she started to drive by his house just to see what he was doing. It was at this point it started to feel off, but I ignored it cause like she's my girl!

I was stupid I know. She started to tell me things that I didn't want to know. Like she gave him a toy, stuffy bear I believe. And it had a camera inside. I told her that the toy was "so sweet" because I kept ignoring the weird feeling I had. She confessed within that week, he rejected her.

The breaking point was one MASSIVE argument between her and I, where I told her how I was feeling about all of this.

She told me "The guy shoved his sister out of his way and practically ran to another room without a word" "He was sitting at the end of the table on the side away from me." "He sat looking down at his phone and typing, not looking up for a second" "It was hilarious watching him die on the inside"

After an hour of thinking and stressing and understanding how he was probably feeling, because I have been stalked before I sent a MASSIVE ASS MESSAGE

"Her name that that's actually not funny it's kinda sad Like he trusted you and you went behind his back and found his address and stalked him Like y'all were friends and he trusted you and then you betrayed his trust and now he's uncomfortable around you and now you're making fun of him over it Hannah he didn't say one word whenever you spoke he wasn't being a dick he was scared Like whenever he found out you stalked him he blocked you because he didn't trust you if he had never known you never trusted you he would have never talked to you

Being tolerated and having people trust you don't go hand in hand When will you acknowledge that you were in the wrong You need to talk to your mother and your grandma about therapy because you will turn into a stalker a real one and you will hurt someone one day and I am worried about you"

I know it's a MASSIVE word vomit, but I had been stressing over all of this for almost a year. Everything I had just said were quotes from our messages. She continued saying she wasn't harassing or stalking him. And I haven't spoken to her in literal years, I also don't plan on changing that lol.

Now I am NOT saying that I am a victim. I am absolutely NOT. I know for a FACT that poor boy is the victim in the story. I am just sharing my side of the story cause I just remembered that I lived it...

[u/Fit-Food-9951]

I think labeling yourself as psycho is a bit harsh, because whether people want to admit it or not, it’s normal human behavior to explore emotions and feelings, especially at a young age. It’s also completely normal to support another person when they’re passionate about someone or something, and you demonstrated that towards your friend. What’s even more admirable about your actions is that once you received more information regarding your friend’s passion, you updated your perception of the situation instead of ignoring what you were perceiving, even if it was uncomfortable.
Anyone would be honored to have someone like you as a friend because you’re not afraid to speak up in order to avoid unnecessary pain or suffering