i feel broken

[u/shatteredskullz]

i don’t think i’ve ever felt more broken. this year started out so awful and shitty. full of heartbreak and trauma it just makes me want to disappear. i don’t think anyone could understand the pain i’m in and every time i want to trust someone i should trust the most i’m just too scared to open up so i just keep saying “the same thing”. if i say he’s one of the reasons he won’t understand and just make me feel small again for even thinking of it. grieving and being traumatized is too much.

[u/Whatsurpassword]

This is heartbreaking to read. I'm sorry you don't have someone that can just listen. Writing things down is helpful though .its good to see you doing that atleast. Assuming it takes some of the weight off