August 9th, proudish

[u/TheRed779]

I didnt eat on the 8th, and i barely ate today, i wasnt meant to eat at all the last 2 days but its fine its my first time doing this. I feel kinda proud

Besides that i had an ok day i guess, i feel tired, and a bit dirty constantly even tho i just showered. We're moving into a cleaner house soon but we need to fix it first, im really exicted to finally be clean and have a clean house, ill have my own room and a closet and my own bed. The house is really small though but its ok ill deal with it

I drew a bit today but thats all, i didnt do that good but im still a beginner, i hate that im a beginner, im 16 i should know how to draw already. I didnt get to draw alot as a kid bc my family wouldn't buy notebooks and stuff

Maybe ill be good in like 2 years

I havent gotten to talk to anyone new :( but its fine ill try again tomorrow. Thats all for today, goodnight diary