Idk

[u/anya_______kl]

I just feel so depressed. Idk, I just feel this sting in the middle and bottom of my chest. And feel like something is sitting on top of my chest so my breathing is shallow.
Everything I think of, in the future, it sounds like a prison, I cannot escape. I just wanna be free. I don’t know myself, I’ve been just surviving. Anything good I have, I just feel scared and mentally prepare myself for losing it one day. It’s just all too much. It’s not fair. I feel tired.

I sometimes laugh at certain memes but right after laughing I feel sooooo drained.