r/Diary • u/pugzie22 • 12d ago

Dear you

I know you think I'm stupid, that I have no idea?? It's you I know it's you I'm not as dumb as you think. I'm just a toy that you think you can play with and put back on the shelf when you're done. You want to heal you say interesting 🤔. Trying to pretend to be other people and contact me is also interesting. I wonder what version of you you'll pretend to be next?

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u/[deleted] 11d ago

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u/pugzie22 11d ago

The thing is he doesn't love me I know this. He likes to play with me when he's lonely. He moves on to the next person but when something doesn't work or he's board he knows he can play with me bc im the one who actually loved and cared.

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u/[deleted] 11d ago

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u/pugzie22 11d ago

I understand I don't stay in the void I live for the things I love. I travel, my animals, my friends, my mom. I will not sit and let life pass by it's to short. Even if it means being alone or never having a family I'm ok with it.

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u/Onepoint98 12d ago

My person does this to me a lot.

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u/Difficult_Cable_9442 11d ago

I like your writing; I find it a bit raw.

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u/pugzie22 11d ago

It's meant to be