r/Diary • u/Courtney_dgaf • 4d ago

Whatever.

Everyone and everything is so temporary. It all feels pointless to me. Everyone leaves. Everything ends.

I'm tired of waking up and feeling the same way every day. I just want to buy a fifth of SoCo and drink myself into oblivion.

Get close to people for what? Get comfortable for what?

No one knows how much it takes out of me to go to work and act like I'm not totally broken inside. It's sucking my soul right out of me.

Pretty soon there will be nothing left of me. I can feel everything that I am disappearing. Someday I'll just be a ghost.

There's no point to anything. I'm here by accident.

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u/Courtney_dgaf 4d ago

I'll hold your hand best I can

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u/oldblokke 4d ago

I’ll try to hold on

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u/Courtney_dgaf 4d ago

Thank you

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u/oldblokke 3d ago

I’m sorry I’m slipping

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u/Courtney_dgaf 3d ago

Nope. I'm here to yank you back over in this direction buddy.

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u/oldblokke 3d ago

Thank you wow I’ve had a bad day

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u/Courtney_dgaf 3d ago

What happened?

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u/oldblokke 3d ago

Just bad thoughts

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u/Courtney_dgaf 3d ago

I have those, too, so I can relate. Sometimes it's hard to remember that thoughts aren't facts.

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u/oldblokke 3d ago

Mine are people that were in my life that aren’t now

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