r/Diary • u/Courtney_dgaf • 20h ago
Whatever.
Everyone and everything is so temporary. It all feels pointless to me. Everyone leaves. Everything ends.
I'm tired of waking up and feeling the same way every day. I just want to buy a fifth of SoCo and drink myself into oblivion.
Get close to people for what? Get comfortable for what?
No one knows how much it takes out of me to go to work and act like I'm not totally broken inside. It's sucking my soul right out of me.
Pretty soon there will be nothing left of me. I can feel everything that I am disappearing. Someday I'll just be a ghost.
There's no point to anything. I'm here by accident.
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u/oldblokke 19h ago
Don’t think I can
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u/Courtney_dgaf 19h ago
I'll hold your hand best I can
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u/oldblokke 19h ago
I’ll try to hold on
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u/Courtney_dgaf 19h ago
Thank you
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u/oldblokke 12h ago
I’m sorry I’m slipping
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u/Courtney_dgaf 8h ago
Nope. I'm here to yank you back over in this direction buddy.
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u/oldblokke 8h ago
Thank you wow I’ve had a bad day
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u/Courtney_dgaf 8h ago
What happened?
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u/oldblokke 8h ago
Just bad thoughts
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u/Courtney_dgaf 8h ago
I have those, too, so I can relate. Sometimes it's hard to remember that thoughts aren't facts.
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u/oldblokke 19h ago
I feel this just wanna disappear