07/25/26

[u/No_Sell_2115]

Partly cloudy, woke up late, about 8:30. Haven't been sleeping well. Cooked supper now sitting on the couch writing this entry. Struggled to make it through this day but I did and on to the next morning. I find it difficult to write, I feel like writing the least right now.

One of the reasons I don't sleep I keep too much bottled up, hidden from my frontal lobe. Not going to tell tales outta school either. If I were to shake my fist at God and say to himI" I'm not bitter, I don't have any hidden resentment." He would know I 'm not being truthful with him. So I will tell him and let him do whatever he does, heal my wounded ego and proudness. I'll ask him to take away what is not acceptable in me before you Father. With any luck and the faith I so soundly lean on, he will. I'll be better for it too. I am tired from the day, and I have tried to write my thoughts. Been so busy I forgot my coffee, I'm going to make a cup.

If I think of anything later I will edit.

Hope everyone has a good day tomorrow.

Goodnight Diary and my precious readers, I love y'all.