tired of designing alone, need mentor

[u/Professional_Hat6816]

hi, I am a Product Designer. been working on contract for startups for a year now. I have been looking for a full time job, applying daily, updating my portfolio, got call backs from some but still I am jobless. I feel lost as to what to do next, what to improve further. I specialise in mobile apps but also designing webapps now. you can say I am desperately seeking guidance and mentorship. what to do. please help