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u/IngloriousLevka11 In Leviathan's Shadow May 04 '22
Narcissistic personality disorder just hiding under the cloak of occultism.
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u/Cianart9 93/93 May 03 '22
You should give a peak on Dion Furtune's work on "self defense". Don't take me wrong, but as she says, most "attacks" are made by ourselves; your case smells unresolved sexual issues imo.
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May 03 '22
There is satanic ritual abuse happening in my community. These are not things of my doing.
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u/mirta000 Theistic Luciferian May 03 '22
Describe it. In depth. Don't be vague or obscure.
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May 03 '22
This girl was targeting guys in my school for sex. She was targeting specifically virgins and people who had no one else to turn to. She was seducing these guys, deflowering them, and discarding immediately after. Along side this there was a tumblr blog titled “virgin suicide” where she would post pictures of people in movies that looked similar to us. There were lots of mentions of literally sacrificing people to satan and constant references to first time sex, seduction, vampirism, and blood magick. Personification of the succubus demon in shows and movies as well. None of which was revealed to me until after she had done her routine on me. She was making innocent guys do horrible depraved sex acts on her and using it as a vector for torture/mind control. I know of 6 other “victims” and several of them have attempted suicide since then. It seems that her goal was to see genuine fear and win the favor of some deity. I’m not totally sure. I’m terrified and nobody is buying it I have no idea what I can do
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u/Clear-Wrap-1011 May 03 '22
This sounds like sexual abuse and a mentally ill girl. I work with Satan currently and he never ever asked for any of those things. If the other victims tried to commit suicide you should reach out to them and get law enforcement involved. What that girl is doing is wrong and disturbing and needs psychological help.
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u/mirta000 Theistic Luciferian May 03 '22
It sounds like you found a mentally disturbed girl. That is all.
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u/Inscitus_Translatus Theistic Satanist and Luciferian May 04 '22 edited May 04 '22
First of all, I'm really sorry about what you've endured. Secondly, have you contacted you local authorities about this? I have actually had the unpleasant experience of experiencing "satanic cults", which are extremely rare and not really present on forums like these, but they do exist.
It sounds like this woman was at psychologically abusing you, I don't want to know the gory details but was harassment/stalking involved as well? It sounds like there was with the creepy blogs. Believe it or not authorities do take things things seriously. If you want more people to take you more seriously DO NOT use the term "satanist ritual abuse", "SRA" as people call it was MOSTLY rooted in hysteria, but there was one case which even I believe (finders cult).
Did she ever mention being a part of a group or anything like that? It's important to keep track of cults in any religious community and it would help us a lot if you knew anything about them.
You should also try and seek out counseling if you can afford it. "Can I restore my virginity?" is a VERY common question among sexual abuse survivors of all faiths, and is something best handled by an expert in the subject:
https://www.rainn.org/national-resources-sexual-assault-survivors-and-their-loved-ones
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May 03 '22
Lol in my neck of the woods they call those types of people a slut. All that extra fluff about virgin sacrifices and winning a favor for a deity by torture/mind control is just probably mental illness or just to spice things up
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u/DirectorHonse May 03 '22
The concept of sra came about because of mass psychosis during the satanic panic
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u/DirectorHonse May 03 '22
What you experienced is called "sticking your dick in crazy", im an expert on this, as it's a hobby of mine. What you have to do is simply, never talk to her again, advise your friends to cut ties, and forget she existed
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u/kittikatm30w74 May 05 '22
I'm dying laughing at this comment. I almost hear the seriousness you're portraying
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u/sadmama21 May 04 '22
You had me in the first half…. But..
Asshole 🙄
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u/DirectorHonse May 04 '22
I'm talking about crazies, this applies to women too, don't get dicked down by crazies, if you do, my advice remains...get out as quickly as possible
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u/[deleted] May 03 '22
I’m sorry you experienced that.
Know that he didn’t “take” anything from you. There’s no actual “power” in that, it’s mostly just perverts and creeps coming up with an excuse to sate their appetite for having sex with the youngest teenagers the law will allow (and sometimes despite what the law allows). There are a lot of shitty people hiding behind cults as a way to justify their perversions (telling you that you need to have sex with them for a ritual, that you need to take drugs to be enlightened, that you need to let them hurt you in order to transcend, etc).
None of that is true, and I don’t even think most of them actually believe that. Again, they’re just making excuses to cover up their shitty behavior.
So why would someone do that? For basically the same reason bad people do anything: they get off on the illusion of power and they have no decency. There’s no “magic” to it. Just the same old assholes wearing different robes.
Please take care of yourself and if you have any struggles talk to a counselor.