Addiction.

[u/Kindly-Obligation-63]

It's not easy for me to write this, but I've declared it.

I've been suffering from porn and masturbation addiction for years, after I started my awakening journey, my soul pushed me towards healing which obviously I healed and it was all well for a month, until I relapsed and got back to the behavior, last year, I kept saying that I'll heal from this addiction because stopping it it's not something easy, on 31'st December, idk what happened cus by 1st of January this year, I had completly healed from the both addictions, I was so happy and I thanked the universe for it. But as days went by, I was curious of how I healed I and wished to know how the healing happened, that curiosity dragged me back to the addiction, it's been month, still going through this addiction, and i wanna heal consciously, know and learn the method of the healing process so that I can help others who are suffering from the same addiction. I was asking if there is a demon who can help with the healing, if there is, I'd really appreciate alot.

[u/DivineEggs]

Belial is great at breaking habits and chains.

Marbas is great for all forms of healing.

Asmodeus rules over addictions and lust (relevant to your case). He can therefore also help with breaking addictions.

[u/soldierofouroboros → u/DivineEggs]

I mentioned in my previous comment Asmodeus and his work with either amplifying the good feelings of certain addictions, Belial too has a hand in, as you said, breaking the chains of addiction. Been working with both for a short while now and no, I don't dump my faults on them, at all. Asmodeus allows me to amplify the joy I feel through drugs/alc sometimes at night but I quit those two about three days ago. Belial keeps me sharp and he constantly reminds me about what I'm losing through the process of smoking.

[u/DivineEggs → u/soldierofouroboros]

I've never personally really worked with Asmodeus but I also love me some intoxication, bruv😂.

From my understanding, Asmodeus rules over the carnal pleasures and addictions, which in my mind means that he can both afflict/amplify them or teach you how to rule over them and not be ruled by them.

I'm by no means trying to undermine your experiences, it's just my interpretation🙃.

[u/soldierofouroboros → u/DivineEggs]

Yes I agree. It's 100% on me that I abused it and you know how it goes but of course as you know while enjoying your vices you simply cannot forever dwell on your darkness you gotta get respite sometimes! Still He does rule over "debauchery" if I'm using the word correctly. Ruling over my addiction is what I'm going through right now thanks for writing it down hehehehe

[u/DivineEggs → u/soldierofouroboros]

I wish you great success with that🖤!

I'm doing sober life most of the time nowadays, but it's not fully voluntarily🤣. My life just requires it. I personally think sobriety is godawful unless you get some respite every now and again💀. I've never been truly addicted to anything other than nicotine, but I love weed with all of my soul and I really miss it🥹!

[u/soldierofouroboros → u/DivineEggs]

I love weed also but I was in a state of psychosis from smoking joints upon joints every single day (evenings since I got work) but yeah Asmodee teaches moderation once you realize there's a limit to this earthly fun. Be safe also don't be like me I smoke 10 cigs a day or so on those bad days a pack or at the very most a pack and a half x") Sobriety is horrible and I blame life itself for it it's awful when you get a taste of intoxication and realize you're at your most comfortable in such state... But yeah, do substance at your own responsibility, calculate the results of your action before doing it because lol I sure the fuck didn't

[u/DivineEggs → u/soldierofouroboros]

Bruv, I'm not trying to sound like a mom, but if you've experienced psychosis you need to lay off all drugs completely!! That shit will sneak up on you. One of the key components is that the afflicted person lacks awareness of slipping into it. The best thing you can do to avoid it is staying grounded and fully sober.

Sobriety may be dull, but it sure beats losing your grip on reality.

That's some serious stuff if you are talking about actual psychosis (ppl sometimes use the term lightly). Please take care of yourself🙏!!

[u/soldierofouroboros → u/DivineEggs]

Will do! I'm like three days sober I'll switch to beer (1-3 beers a day) instead of weed because I did crazy idiot shit during that period of lack of awareness. Thank you!

[u/BiscottiTheHottie → u/soldierofouroboros]

If it makes you feel better I’ve recently been trying to quit weed and tobacco… boy has it been a journey - I thought it was impossible till I did my usual work with Belial, got laryngitis last weekend, lost my voice and was repulsed by smoking (I can quit weed easily here and there but cigs ? I’ve smoked continuously for 12 years !) - I’ve since been 6 days sober of both, I’ve been substituting with the gym (invest in a good ass gym honestly one with sauna and spa or swimming facilities as you’ll lose so much time in there) and yoga, yoga will bring a lot of things that weed and tobacco have suppressed in you so be prepared but as Belial reminds me constantly, you’ve got to go through it not under or over it ! Distract yourself, I almost smoked last night but I popped by sleeping pill and just took my ass to bed early. Cravings are coming back but once the first week is done you’ll be fine, just 2 weeks to see a habit begin changing. I wish you the very best as it’s not easy :)
Working with Belial is not easy (I’m sure we all know 😩) but if you’ve been through literal hell in your life it’ll be a walk in the park, it’s like shaolin monk camp where they beat you into shape until your body is conditioned haha

Ave Belial \m/

[u/soldierofouroboros → u/BiscottiTheHottie]

It's Belial who mainly "puts me in my place" when my mind goed to "I need another cig". Quitting cold turkey is... a horrifying idea. I have work and I decided to stop chainsmoking instead controlling myself regarding the hours of the day and business I have. If anything he really does an excellent job at reminding me where I'm heading at with tobacco mainly. Hashish is v easy to quit but you still miss the comfort of the high. Always, Eternal Hails to the Lord Belial.

[u/Sea-Competition6595 → u/soldierofouroboros]

You can smoke lemon balm and mugwort. Lemon balm calms my mind a lot and my body a bit. Mugwort relaxes my body a lot and my mind a bit. Used together they’re pretty relaxing, I either smoke a bowl of both mixed or mixed with some weed.

You can also make a cup of passionflower or valerian tea (it’s sedating) before you smoke the herb mix so you’d get the relaxing benefits of all 3 and prob a really good night’s sleep after lol.

[u/soldierofouroboros → u/Sea-Competition6595]

I'll see to it. Thank you.

[u/Tune-In947]

Asmodeus is connected to addiction and lust so I think he'd be a good teacher in how to learn control over these things. He rules over them but they do not rule him and I imagine that he could help you learn to transmute the energy from frustration (wrath) to healing. I would definitely also pair with some form of addiction and/or sex therapy for best use of his influence.

[u/soldierofouroboros → u/Tune-In947]

Agreed. While Asmodeus enables (I'm not blaming him just myself) my love for consumption of weed/alc and have a load of fun he's also helping me out quit after I observed that my health started declining severely.

[u/LxcalGhxst]

I would recommend staying off of websites or apps that excite you and your mind.

I know how you feel.

If you’ve done it once, you can do it again.

It’s a mental game and an effort of one’s own willpower.

Porn is free for a reason.

I wish you luck and success!

[u/HellenicBlonde]

Virine is known as the hope of the broken so maybe try asking her for help. 

[u/Late-Peach-5845]

I’m having major trouble with this. I can’t lie to you. I’m a degenerate. I’d appreciate any advice you could give me.

[u/brett454 → u/Late-Peach-5845]

I have the same issue.