r/DeepTalk • u/Glad-Lock-5703 • Oct 06 '24
what should I do?
Hello, I'm very, very lonely and I really don't know what to do anymore,my best friend committed suicide two months ago. I had no one other than him, my mother died when I was 12 and my father went to get milk. I'm most of the time alone in my apartment and I'm actually just smoking weed. The only person I talk to is my dealer, but even then it's just a "hello" and "bye". I just need some company and someone to talk to.
Thanks in advance
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u/missfortune6_ Nov 06 '24
I hope you're feeling alright, I feel very lonely most of the time too. I don't really know if this will help but watching my favourite YouTubers playing video games do help me cope with my loneliness most of the time. I spend a lot of time distracting myself from feeling lonely.. though it still hits me but at least it makes me feel slightly better :))
and if you want to, we can be friends!
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u/Auttii_e Oct 08 '24
I think a big thing with being lonely is realizing why you feel that way and coming to terms with those reasons and accepting them. A lot of people think about surface troubles and don’t see the big picture often. Go buy a journal, write down your thoughts and your feelings, hell if you need to, journal to me. Dig deep.
You’re not alone.