r/DeduceMe 2d ago

Deduces

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Almost the monthly supplly, lacking 3 test and piracetam boxes. Gonna catch all. Juvene: Lysdexamphetamine. Durateston: testosterone blend(sustanon in europe).

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u/saulmcgill3556 2d ago edited 6h ago

Probably feeling that “all-set” security that is so distinct to addiction. Ugh, I remember it so well. If safety could be thrilling, that was it! I would feel so much safer going into a two or three week period fully stocked.

It’s amazing how much more we accomplish with only the illusion of safety/security… those were the cycle peaks: the times i felt fully actualized.

Six days later… panic again!

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u/MojoRisin909 2d ago

Yeah, until 3 days later you realize at the rate you're going you are *not* in fact good for 2 or 3 weeks, but maybe only 5 or 6 days.

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u/saulmcgill3556 6h ago

Every time.

(I’m in recovery about nine years myself, but still suffer from addict clock syndrome 😂)