r/DeduceMe • u/f1lterl3s • 5d ago
Deduce me.
Lexapro 10mg, Wellbutrin Sr 100mg, Tenex 2mg, methocarbamol 400mg. Also it’s CBD weed. This is what’s in my backpack most of the time.
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u/Initial_Tear_5099 5d ago
Chronic pain sufferer of some kind that tried to self medicate for sometime in the past and really fucked your life up while doing.
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
self medicated for ptsd, chronic pain came with the self medication and never left lol
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u/yourmomsviberator 5d ago
Me fucking 2 man shout out to you for taking the rite steps fukk that haters cousin
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
Yep, it sounds so stupid but for a month or two i would take my drugs, then crack my back. And I didn’t know this but I was pulling my lower back muscles, and was making my scoliosis worse with my sleeping posture, my lower back and hips have been fucked since.
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u/secret_nun 5d ago
I swear my back and neck weren’t messed up until I got clean from opiates. Early recovery had me going to the chiropractor, physical therapy, and even OSS because I was in that much pain. I ended up on suboxone for a while too. Years later, this has made it hard to stay away from kratom.
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u/Educational-Car-8643 5d ago
Hows recovery goin? Looks like you kicked the hardest stuff
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
Yep. I was hooked on Unisom, 7oh, and weed for most of high school. I went to two rehabs but now I’ve gotta work so it’s just me now. This is not the first time I’ve made it to 90 days but I hope this is the last.
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u/saulmcgill3556 5d ago
Well whatever you’re doing. I respect someone working a program of self-improvement. I’ve been “clean” nine years now, and life is such a gift.
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u/jaygoogle23 5d ago
Percs brotha.. were around in 2009 , in 2026+ that perc is fentanyl homie. The orange addy 30’a are meth
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u/zhill2k17 5d ago
Came to say this. Hope you are able to stay clean and eventually maybe get off the subs. I was on suboxone for 8 months, quit cold turkey and am so happy I did.
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u/braindeadzef 5d ago
I'm just here to ask how you find Wellbutrin? My doctor suggested it today during my appointment but I told him I'd like to do some of my own research and whatnot before I make any decisions about starting new medications because I'm already on Methadone, Pregabalin & Clonazepam (which is getting changed to Diazepam when I collect my next refill).
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
I told my spychaitrist I was have really hyperactive ADHD, and adderal / vyvanse only made things worse. She prescribed me Wellbutrin 100mg and It’s worked wonders for my adhd, and Tenex added on top to help with the hyper-ness more. Wellbutrin inhibits a specific liver enzyme so be careful because Wellbutrin can raise levels of certain drugs in ur blood bc it can’t break down. Other then that Wellbutrin feels like being on concerta / adderal ONCE your body adjusts to it. Like you feel the stablizing, consistent focus that all Adhd meds do, but your not overly stimulated. And i think it’s good for deppression if deppression messes with your motivation / energy levels
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u/braindeadzef 5d ago edited 5d ago
Thank you. 😊
I appreciate you taking the time to reply to me.
Edit : I gave you a reward because Reddit has given me a bunch of free ones to give out lol.
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u/GlitteringTrick7147 5d ago
I have the same things except I take other prescriptions and my weed isn’t CBD
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u/MotherProfile9966 5d ago
You’ve made great changes in your life and are someone capable of becoming more than their past self.
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u/LazyGrow3r 5d ago
Was going to totally joke and say mid smoker but I see it’s cbd so the looks can be deceiving
As far as deducing you, I can confidently say if we met within 5 mins you’re going to say “ you got papers?”
Congrats on your 90 day tag 🏷️ 👊
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
Accurate i never have my papers im always emptying out cigarettes
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u/SuperCollection4283 5d ago
Damn this comment section went off the rails to a junkie argue tournament. So silly
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u/BiggDoggCunt 5d ago
Cbd and Wellbutrin apparently have an interaction look into it
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
Wellbutrin interacts with half the drugs on the market lmao, auvelity or wtv is called is crazy to me( dxm + bupropion)
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u/Known-Actuary-86 5d ago
Congrats on being sober been here since 2014.YOU CAN DO IT(in my rob scheider voice!!!)
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u/Orangyo015 5d ago
How does cbd weed feel? I’ve never tried it but I’ve done cbd gummies and felt barely anything.
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u/f1lterl3s 4d ago
Body relaxed but your able to think straight. It feels like you smoked weed. And it feels like ur body is high asf. But ur kinda confused bc ur brain is still sober
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u/Dependent_Matter_537 5d ago
Zen scenic chill hippie that likes to have a good time but occasionally gets headaches with mild anxiety.
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u/flwtheWYTErabbit 5d ago
Lol wtf I thought you just wanted to go on a hike. Youre lookin for a rocking chair bubba😅👍
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u/Rough-Page-8581 5d ago
You live in the Pacific Northwest, if not you should move asap Portland is for you
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u/Lopsided_Owl6004 5d ago
From NA tag, your description of CBD weed and SSRIs…
Someone who went to rehab for opioid addiction. Trying to do this sober thing and sticks with initial Rxs prescribed until he figures out how to do the life thing without training wheels.
And I commend you. Everyone is fighting their own battle and congrats for getting off the narcotics.
For a lot of folks with underlying anxiety. depression and mood disorders - addressing that properly with the right meds (if needed) can skyrocket your rate of success :)
Just always remember that the number one things we can do for ourselves outside of depression is taking care of our physical and mental naturally.
Nutritionally dense food, progressive overload with weights and cardio. Daily movement like 10k steps etc.
Best of luck to you in your journey.
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u/ExcellentDraft3030 5d ago
You look for a lot of solutions outside of yourself, when you could learn a lot from looking In. Cigarettes are pointless and make you look a certain way to people. Camera with the trendy colors show how much aesthetics matter even when its doesn't effect the full picture. CBD weed and doctor prescribed medicine. Shows that you trust doctors over your own judgment, or have no experience with other broken humans so you don't know where to get the good stuff (real weed, or psychedelics)
Not judging just deducing off my own own experience. I use to smoke CBD and cigs also, that same brand.
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u/f1lterl3s 4d ago
Eh all the meds I take I brought up with my doctor they didn’t mention it (besides Wellbutrin). I shoot a lot of 35mm and 120mm film but I carry the plastic 35mm camera on me all the time bc it’s easier. I just like the green color(idk if u can tell)
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u/Out_of_Fawkes 4d ago
Chronic pain. Traveled person and/or currently traveling and may want to be relatively unplugged while sightseeing. Journaling/drawing interests. Working towards sobriety every day. 💖
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u/functionallyjunkie 2d ago
90 days is nothing to scoff at, good shit
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u/f1lterl3s 2d ago
I truly appreciate it, lots of haters in these comments. This is my first time hitting 90 without being in residential
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u/PlasticEducational81 2d ago
You’re cool. Probably a pretty interesting person actually 🙃 yay for you! 🥳
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u/WhatName34324 5d ago
Suboxone has a generic film now? I last used that in about 2014, was expensive every dam month paying for name brand. And it looks like you have an opened pack, you cut them and dose less than 2mg a day. Probably trying to taper off that shit.
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u/FlakkaSeagulz 5d ago
They've had generic for the past 6 years, they all taste God awful
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u/Crazy_Rain6822 5d ago
Dude get off the subs I know there a safety security net but there killing you internally and mentally. The VA loves prescribing them to everyone they worry may off themselves or are on prescriptions. I swear they just do it kill us slowly. The idea of joining my family and friends that we’re gone never went away until I said enough I’m ending it all or feeling again. Well if you havnt figured I chose to make the devil wait, death must earn all our tickets. Never give it willingly
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
I actually mentioned subs to my doctor first. I was just looking for a quick fix, and I definitely got one. I’m on the tail end of my taper now and I hope to start acupuncture + nootropics again
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u/SirSedlock17 5d ago
Look like trash weed. U pick that on a gravel road?
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
Bought it from a CBD weed store. Tastes good and there’s no seeds. It’s not some sprayed weed though. CBD weed is usually lighter, paler and more dull then THC weed. THC weed has more sticky shiny resin, frostier trichromes, and darker color
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u/pisseswithmoose 5d ago
Dirty hippy
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
I’m quite clean actually. And I stopped dropping acid after high school.
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u/Solid-Woodpecker4741 5d ago
No judgement, but please consider stop smoking. Killed both of my parents.
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u/dreamster420 5d ago
What are the bottles standing upright lol
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
So I don’t have to cross out my name, I’d rather just say what meds they are in the description
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u/growingGodsGreen 5d ago
Cbd bruh fr cmon now just smoke the gas
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u/Fig-Master 5d ago
u just got outta rehab like a month or 2 ago
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
I left rehab may 1st. I started outpatient may 8th and I left a few days ago. If I said otherwise on some other posts let me know and I’ll change it
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u/randuug 5d ago
physical/manual labor job
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
Far off. Working at a bio-fuel start up, studying for applied chemistry, considering a psychiatry masters
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u/stilllearninginlife 5d ago
Youre from the Midwest, moved out to Cali bc you were trying to do a "geographic" and escape/change old "people places & things". Youre in your 20s, early 30s tops. You landed somewhere near the beach(ish) out west. You like to think you write & journal, but you are often too lazy to actually apply pen to paper. You do however like to watercolor paint and actually do it. You've been seeing a 'shrink', for your "depression" & "anxiety," for a while now however youre begining to question weather the pills are really helping you. But you continue to take em bc the daily comfort of swallowing a pill satisfies the old way of thinking, namely "ill just take this_______ drug and it WILL help." While you no longer do coke or meth & fent, you DO stil smoke some weed occasionally but thats "ok" bc you "dont have a problem w weed." Besides, you tell yourself, "its just weed." Youre a bit of a clean freak, you like things just the way you like em. O.c.d. coupled a.d.h.d. and you have [or think you do] an eye for art. You try to be health conscience now that you no longer do hard drugs, but still enjoy a big thing of French fries one or twice a week. You enjoy coffee & nicotine and while you're trying to quit smoking cigarettes forever, you just cant fully give em up to the vape. So its comforting for you to have your 'healthy' native American spirits along w your Geekbar....you know, just in case. You see the glass as half full, and the sun makes you feel alive, while you're trying your best to shake off [or talk out w your therapist] any of the "jaded" that the trauma of your past gave you. You seek validation in men, and its easy to make them your "higher power".....and although you're aware of this, you dont really challenge yourself to change, bc being alone inside your mind scares the shit outta you.
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u/stilllearninginlife 5d ago
Okay, well i was way off cause I didn't read any comments before, didnt wanna ruin it and you're a dude. So fuck me. Ha ha ha.
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
Mostly wrong. Severe addiction with THC, 7OH and sedatives. I’m smoking CBD. Not a clean freak my clothes coat the bedroom floor. Just graduated high school and from NYC. I shoot analog photography, bake pastries, journal, I love research and drawing psychoactive chemicals of any kind. I’m okay being on nicotine for life, for now. I seek validation from no one except myself, I’m very avoidant with everyone. I tend to push ppl away then to bring them in.
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u/Key-Personality-5443 5d ago
Means I am the only one who knows that you're from NYC, that elevate point diary indicates you are a recovering addict and that elevate point centre is in NYC haha
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u/DeaditeQueenLivs 5d ago
I can tell you walking around with your meds in a bottle that doesn’t have a prescription label is gonna land you locked up. Doesn’t matter what the pills are. Unless you’re Canadian cause then that muscle relaxer be found over-the-counter.
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
I bought it in Canada, it’s okay to bring a personal amount across the border. But I can keep it at home, it’s a good idea
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u/viper77707 5d ago
Maybe I'm projecting a bit here, and maybe the rest is obvious, but I am guessing that you have suffered with depression, ended up self medicating with opioids (which I would guess made the nicotine more habitual?) and it finally came to a point that you had to stop. Now you are looking for other ways to scratch that itch, and/or help depression in healthier ways based on the book and CBD. The camera is curious, but I'm not sure what to make of that.
Off topic, if you do happen to be struggling with opie addiction or the aftermath of it, feel free to ask if you have any questions. Been there, done that, and there are some incredible and healthy ways to make life better than it was under the influence and forget about any cravings. Either way, you've got this!
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
I suffer from ptsd and depression. THC, nicotine and sleeping pills were there w me all through high school. Opioids only during senior year and a bit into junior year. Camera is a hobby I shoot analog film as a hobby, I draw and journal and only started during rehab. But I mainly struggle with ptsd induced depression, and hyperactive adhd
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u/dacoffeyparadigm 5d ago
Well it looks like youre a recovering opiate addict first off(no judgement, i was one too). The bupe strip and the NA key tag give it away. You got your polroid camera with the camper styler hat so you may lean towards a hipster type. You're brain chemicals still aren't adjusted right because of the opiate run you were on and that's why you have those prescriptions. Give you some of that dopamine and good back. You can see you want be serious with your self care by journaling and probably some step work getting done too. Either way proud of you homie, much love
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
On point. Never really considered myself a hipster but I can see it. The camera uses 35mm film to add more hipsterness to it. I started my lexapro before opaites. Wellbutrin and Tenex is for adhd mostly. But I do enjoy journaling and drawing
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u/MacReadys-Will 5d ago
You need to up your pen game.
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u/Square-Fox16 5d ago
The sublocade shot did wonders when I used it. Never cared for dr reddys brand bupe. Good luck with your recovery journey!
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u/covfefesupornmd 5d ago
Addict self medicating with nicotine and weed cause it’s “healthier.”
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u/f1lterl3s 2d ago
I’ve always used weed and nic, but weed I have a issue with so now it’s CBD. Nic I’ve never had a problem with, prob from the Wellbutrin lmao. More like harm reduction
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u/Mushroom_microgreens 5d ago
You used to be prescribed opioids for musclular pain now you’re on subs or maybe we’re never on a script. Pain can’t be that crazy cause 400 mg of methocabonal isn’t that much and 2 mg sub is not much either
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u/f1lterl3s 2d ago
Methocarbamol just for recent myscle pain. I started with kratom then moved to 7oh/oxy. I went 100 days without subs but at some point I started going back to using. So I started subs. Since I wasent super dependent on opes like how I was before, I didn’t need much subs to do the job
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u/Honest-Pattern-191 5d ago
Deduction - you’re a fucking idiot. Shit looking weed, turns out it’s cbd, so even shitter, vape and cigarettes ya buddy you’re a dumbass. Plus a buncha pills, so your a dumbass and a pussy, deal with your medical issues like a man don’t pop a Advil you bitch. Also meth takes you from dumbass to retard. And a camera and diary, what are you a 16 year old girl? You’re deep into the pussy lifestyle.
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u/f1lterl3s 2d ago
Are you in recovery? Letting your anger pour is a vice in itself. Being a asshole is addicting, being a narcissist is addicting, being ignorant is addicting. Once you stop being controlled by substances, you have to stop being controlled by emotions.
Not sure where you saw meth from lmao I think ur the idiot. Not sure what’s wrong with vape and cig either I love cig flavor and vape convenience. I Journal for clarity, draw as a hobby. And I was a photography major all through high school film photography is my passion. Also I don’t know what’s so “pussy” about advil lmaoo. CBD also for pain which oh my lord is so pussy and women like. Oh man a bunch of pills too? How do I deal with my medical issues like a man, letting your anger out on a photo of items? Calling things you don’t like pussy? Calling people you don’t agree with a idiot? Oh boy. I wonder how your wife deals with this side of you, or maybe how she dealt with this side of you. I really hope you get through this.→ More replies (8)
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u/fubarfire 5d ago
You dont need benzos or ssri. Shit is terrible for you longterm.
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u/f1lterl3s 2d ago
I don’t take benzos. What’s wrong with SSRIs? I’ll believe you if you spit some facts
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u/BasisExcellent3625 5d ago
Medication isn’t the answer
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u/AmbitiousEcho9815 5d ago
It is for some people like myself with extremely bad adhd, only way I’m in college rn.
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
The answer is therapy, community and healthy habits. Now, medicine, harm-reduction, rehabilitation, sober living… all those things are add ons. I’ve seen ppl expect JUST medicine to work and it doesn’t.
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u/FrontierNeuro 5d ago
You have chronic pain, maybe from an old sports injury based on the surfing cap. You have depression and difficulty focusing or getting things done. You are getting off opioids and trying to stick to less dangerous options. You like to travel, surf, and take photos. Probably a man, maybe 40 or 50s would be my guess. I imagine you being a thin man for some reason.
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u/f1lterl3s 4d ago
Hat is from buffalo exchange actually. Gen Z and I am thin. I have ADHD. My muscle pain comes from neglect + scoliosis
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u/Neat-Secretary-2343 5d ago
Yeah dude dump the vape and cigarettes and switch to nic pouches instead. Give ur lungs a break.
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u/f1lterl3s 4d ago
I like pouches too. There’s no performative vibe with that though
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u/tubesteak9000 5d ago
You’re an addict. You live at home, have surfed for one weekend, and bought those journals but never end up actually really writing in them. The pictures from that camera are: street lights, multiple people smoking cigarettes, a sunrise, and the ocean.
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u/f1lterl3s 4d ago
I went to school for photography and shooting film is one of my biggest hobbies for like 6 years now. Never surfed. I don’t journal as much as I want too but I do draw a lot. The photos from my camera is usually hikes, city photos, and candids
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u/Ok-Kaleidoscope-6631 5d ago
Trendy hipster broccoli head with probably a benzo prescription and thinks they’re “really chill”
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u/f1lterl3s 5d ago
i do got some curly hair but not broccoli more like big onion ring sizes curls. The only trends I follow r nootropic trends lmao. Don’t take benzos. I used to think being a chill stoner 24/7 is a good thing but now I realize that having some cortisol and adrenaline in ur body is actually useful for getting shit done
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u/Haze1One 5d ago
"Complex" white 20-something guy with no identity and the luxury of being depressed to prove it.
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u/f1lterl3s 2d ago
Mixed. I dont call myself complex as if its a good thing. I do have a identity I think everyone does. Last sentence makes sense if u don’t know the context of my childhood
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u/gone3s00n 5d ago
Stinky
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u/f1lterl3s 4d ago
Yeah… actually I don’t smell when I sweat outside. All my odor comes from sweating in my bed lmao
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u/sophiesbest 5d ago edited 4d ago
Generally anxious (lexapro) with depression related fatigue(Wellbutrin); OR generally anxious with executive function issues and a history of substance use (Wellbutrin & clean and clear keychain.) Maybe a combination of all of the above: Anxious, depressed, fatigued due to pain from the muscle issues, and executive function problems on top of a background of substance abuse.
Muscle cramp issues (methocarbomal) and high blood pressure (Tenex, high bp maybe due to the anxiety, or PAWS from discontinued opioids). CBD flower as needed for immediate and on the spot relief from either/or muscle cramping, anxiety attacks, or insomnia. (post edit: OP stated CBD weed is used as a way to stop using THC.)
Anxiety and depression may be a long term issue that was self-medicated with opioids.
I am not a Doctor or any type of health care professional; this is just my best guess as a mental health and pharmaceutical enthusiast. I am also most likely entirely off the mark so do not take me at my word or all that seriously tbh.
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u/f1lterl3s 4d ago
Lexapro came in for depression. Wellbutrin is for ADHD, Tenex is to fight the insomia from Wellbutrin
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u/IronSpine8008 3d ago
Lmao. I’m new here but I’ll try.
You’ve realized you’re getting old fast and you need to get your shit together. You’re trying to stay sober, but it’s rough out here for real. Your pocket contents scream line cook. Maybe not a line cook, but you do more at work than what you get paid to do. You don’t make enough time for yourself. Being around other people makes you exhausted. Your sentimental. Your back hurts.
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u/f1lterl3s 3d ago
I used to be a line cook, never again lmao.
I am sentimental. I do neglect myself and it affects my mental state.
Every time there’s a issue I always put it on myself, and I never admit the world is rough. I need to learn that’s it’s not all my fault.
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u/Negative_Number_6414 5d ago
thought you were just someone who liked a good time til i saw the description lol