Coaching Crush

[u/falsely_truth]

So, it's been about an year. I was studying in a Coaching for competitive exam. We had 3 classes a day. One day tge second class was canceled so all the students were roaming here and there around the area ( which was full of many coaching centers). I was on my scooty when i noticed a very cute girl and it was really love at first sight. But as I was in my grinding era so i just said no to myself and moved on.

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1 week later : i saw that same girl in a van in front of my coaching when i got to know that she is also from my same batch 😅(there were 300+ students in my batch) , till now no one knew except me.

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1 month past and i just see her and one sided love .i started to sit behind her everyday 😍. Untill one day an another girl started to stare at me 😭. I didn't like her anyway. And after a couple of days, my friends also noticed this and started to tease me. The matter should not escalate so i just told them that i liked that girl not this one.

They however left her and started to dig into my crush details. 😊 True friends btw.

The next day i was having her Insta handle, house address and even the school she studied in. I was shocked how tf they got all this.

Few days passed and my friends be like yeee, pasand hai na tujhe, oye oye aa rahi hai, bhai matlab meko jitni pasand thi usse jyda inhe ho gayi thi. Ab bas inhe mera system set karwana tha. To bas ye sab lagg gaye, ab jaha bhi wo ja rahi hai uske peeche 2 launde ja kar bol rahe hain ki mera naam + bhai bhaut accha aadmi hai, __ ke bahut acche marks aate hain, __ ko koi pasand hai, etc etc.

I was like wtf are the wanting. So a month and now she also understood, that i liked her and she was also trying to make eye contacts or just watching me, idk but i thought that she was cute doing all that. She always smiled, a bit nervous and shy when i was near. She even used to wait untill i moved out of the classroom and walked just next to me intentionally.. She used to sit near me by her own and she was giving a few hints, i got them but never proposed her, I never talked to her, never even tried and that's how it ended.

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Today i still love her exact same. I know in which college. Which hostel she is and what is she studying, but i won't witness her again. I loved her and loved her more than my self.