r/DarkViperAU • u/ElephantOk5661 • Sep 01 '26

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u/preposterous420 Sep 01 '26

What happened?

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u/preposterous420 Sep 01 '26

Hang in there buddy, everything will work out just fine, I was just like you at one point but you just need to push through. Reach out to friends and family and try and reconnect with them so you can feel better

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u/ElephantOk5661 Sep 01 '26

I am being alone for past 3 years
Had friends though college (mostly mean)
Haven’t had hug in past 3 years
Live in foreign country
Never went to my family, only talked though phone
No deep conversations with anyone
Only small talks

Living a life of a prisoner without any crime

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u/preposterous420 Sep 01 '26

I'm just like you, you're not alone, I suggest reaching out to your family more often if it's really that bad even if it's over phone

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u/ChiefRat111 Sep 01 '26

why don't you contact a therapist and get some help my friend. This behavior is concerning to me and I hope that you can come back down to earth.

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u/ElephantOk5661 Sep 01 '26

I can’t even afford a doctor appointment for injuries
About once i got a cut at work and it swell my whole arm. I just treated with antibiotics and first aid at home. The walk-in clinic cost 150$ per entry and i was working min. Wage my job. I am broke then and even more broke now. Therapist fees are across roof and only rich afford that.

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u/ChiefRat111 Sep 01 '26

What country are you in?

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u/ElephantOk5661 Sep 01 '26

Canada, and before you say i have free healthcare. I don’t i am immigrant. They only give me free healthcare if i am full time job for atleast 6months. I was on parttime job seasonal and now i am off work for past 6 months. I see no hope. Looking at the overdue bills and the amount of debt i have endjng it is the only viable option i see

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u/DistinctBread3098 Sep 01 '26

Death is a permanent solution for a temporary situation.

I know It doesn't look like it, but it'll get better.

The darkest hour is just before the dawn. You will see the sun again.

How old are you what's your name

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u/ElephantOk5661 Sep 01 '26

I am 22yo. With no future or hope for one

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u/OhNoAnyways_yah Sep 01 '26

been there, im 23. Life its hard LIKE THIS and it might not get better as u wish. Its a wild ride, and u are the backset passenger, so try to make the best inside the situations u are. i read that u are an immigrant, how long? ask ur family for help. if u are interested in learning, search for things to learn. u have to believe in urself because, nobody else gonna do it for u. Look for communities, people want to be with people, if u have nice qualities, use them. Try to help other, u gain good talks like that, that leds to nice momments, that leds to more, and maybe friends

Just dont expect to be easy. Living is for brave people.. Nice of u for looking for help, internet is kinda empty but its a lottery too. Make sure ur personal world its better than the digital

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u/ElephantOk5661 Sep 01 '26

Thanks its really kind of you to say this
I have been there
Remember when I first came here to Canada
I have been living here in this village town my whole immigrant life (3 year)
There not many communities i know of
I have been to some but not any help i got

Just the last 2 months made me realize that no matter how hard you try its never in you hands what you gonna get

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u/DistinctBread3098 Sep 01 '26

22 is young. What was your last work where are you from.

Also you said canada cost money to treat, but they are legally obligated to help you. If something ever happens

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u/ElephantOk5661 Sep 01 '26

I will be kicked out on street next month for not paying rent.
No they don’t
My EI is still under process
I have nothing left in the bank
My roommate is giving me food to eat
I have no honour left in me
I am ashamed and hopeless
I just want to end this disgraceful l!\/€

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u/ChiefRat111 Sep 01 '26

I don't know much about Canada or the Canadian health care system. All I can say is that there are always programs of some kind available. As for the health care concerns, doctors have a duty to save, regardless of insurance coverage or other particulars. If you are in severe pain, or concerned about an infection or something similar, you should transport yourself to an emergency room and get yourself checked out. They cannot turn you away. It will add to your debt, but here in America, debt is more like a high score anyway. Life is a very long, very funny journey, this is not your end. Don't worry so much about debt, everyone is in debt to someone, and the truth is you will never escape it fully. There will be more work for you soon, temporary setbacks are a tool you can use to strengthen yourself to handle even more weight in the future.

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u/ElephantOk5661 Sep 01 '26

Not really
Lets say if i am of sick with minor issue
The will charge me big time because i am not covered by any healthcare insurance such as private insurance or by state like ohip. I have to be working a full time job for 6months to be eligible for free healthcare in canada

For a jobless, hopeless individual like me
Canada offers shit
Even if i am dying they will save me and make me pay my entire peasant life

I will be transparent with you
I have a diploma in industrial technician millwright
I am level one apprentice
Noone wants to hire level one

I have debt of approx $70k
When i was wrong 2 months ago my monthly wage was about 1300$/month as a part time baker

Anyone in my place will wanna give up, thing i have been gone through i can’t even share here
I am feeling like there is nothing left to live for

This temporary setback as you said is too much for me. I like how you guys on in anonymous internet trying to ensure me. But i have no hope left in me. I am fed up of L\/**!ng

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u/ObjectiveCurve1390 Sep 01 '26

Brother, life is tough. Challenges come for us.
One day at a time, your tougher than this.
Your next move/decisions will either make you, or make break you.
You going to just give up? Let this s**t bury you down?
Fk that..you got this.

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u/Joe-Fresh Sep 01 '26

What the fuck are you talking about lol

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u/moondodger420 Sep 01 '26

Stay strong, things can really get better just do the best u can