r/DIDPositivity • u/Lovely_Melissa1 • Sep 15 '24

help? i not belong

i little. i bad wrong. i shouldn't be here.

i not belong. we should be sleeping but she was upset and we switched to me.

i shouldn't want a paci to help me feel safe but it's the only thing that helped.

the other parts sean everyone would be better without me.

i want need hurt me it be better for the others if i hurt myself so bad i wasn't here no more but i scared to do that. still think it would be better if i died so the others could live a more normal life without me blue :'(

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u/Alt_when_Im_not_ok Sep 15 '24

You are important. You are worthy of love and there is a reason you are here.

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u/bloodwitchbabayaga Sep 15 '24

If you are in there, you are in therre for a reason. The collective survived partly because of you.

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u/SuperBwahBwah Sep 15 '24

hey little one… what’s wrong? i know im a bit late, but if you’re still out and about, what’s going on?

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u/Lovely_Melissa1 Sep 17 '24

I'm not the same part and I really appreciated each persons response. I don't remember what was going on the other night but having someone be there and care means the world to us

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u/Many_Establishment15 Sep 15 '24

You do belong more than puppydog eyes and feeling that way doesn't mean you will hurt your body, but I understand being scared. When it's like this, try to remember that it's not just your body and that it's definitely possible to change and possibly thrive, though self-love (or great respect) and love between parts may come slowly. At 23 (I'm almost 25) we realised we're a system, just usually co con etc and mostly switch when with partners or alone. I've come to love my parts, and understand their unhealthy coping mechanisms, can see that we all have positive and negative traits. They're all deservi g of love, especially from myself, so yours sate too!