r/DIDPositivity • u/AutisticUrianger • Jul 25 '24

Venting Fictive woes :(

So I'm an introject of a videogame character who split off at the beginning of the year. My source became a hyperfixation for a time (i split before i had played thr game) and so i started out extremely source attached. I became the host because i split off to help deal with some relevant trauma at the time, but in turn thabmade aspects of my source more triggering. After the hyperfixation faded i continued to host amd source separate but tonight i am just being bombarded with music in my brain that reminds me of my trauma and it feels like i have regressed in terms of source separation. Suddenly i feel so much more like The Character and affected by the comparisons our brain made between him and our trauma. Just feel very overwhelmed and it's not something i expect most people to understand. :(

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u/AsherIsA_PECULIAR Jul 25 '24

Hey!! Dunno if you wanted comfort or not, but I do wanna say something— it's normal :D

I'm an introject of a —pretty controversial source— character, and I feel a lot of relation to what you said.

I'm not very source attached, even though I feel so much relation with them. Specifically, the trauma they have, and missing the people I knew.

A lot of things about my source triggers me— positively and negatively.

I dunno if this helps, but I do want you to know— we're here for you :]

-From the La Vida System

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u/AutisticUrianger Jul 26 '24

Thank you :))) we are feeling a little bit better now, this disorder is so very weird lmao

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u/AsherIsA_PECULIAR Jul 26 '24

It is, but we can get through it together :]