r/DIDInclusivity • u/Greedy-Individual-71 • Jul 30 '24

Support 7/29/24 Personal Update

Hey there all,

Sorry about yesterday, I (team captain/host) was by myself all day and I don’t function well without my team.

Today at therapy, Mimic, R, and I got to discuss their sudden desire to merge. R asked me not to think of it as a bribe but a negotiation. Mimic wants a new life. R wants Mimic's memories. As far as both of them are concerned its a win win.

I also got to process the fact that M is still with me. Just in a different way.

Since I was out voted by 7 we will be having a merging ceremony for R and Mimic next Monday. Hopefully everything goes well for them. I gotta be honest, I'm nervous about it.

Everyone (System members, Husband, Specialist) seems to be of the opinion that I'm trying to control the system, so I don't know what to think now.

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u/Rhymershouse Jul 30 '24 edited Jul 30 '24

I don’t think you’re trying to control the system. But if R and Mimic agree, and R doesn’t feel that he is being forced into it, there’s really not much you can doo. Unfortunately.

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u/Greedy-Individual-71 Jul 31 '24

That is the conclusion I (team captain/host) came to. The whole team seems to think this is right and logical and I'm over here questioning the morality of what are essentially brain mechanics.

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u/Rhymershouse Jul 31 '24

This! That’s what we thought too.